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Name: Ashleigh<3
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Birthday: 11/11/1987
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Hey everyone, this is ash and colleen.... we're having alot of fun tonight! Like every hour or two we'll post some new pics.. haha.. well here's a few. More to come

Ash <3's Dylan

Haha, the Darth-gangsta-colleen!

aww she's gorgeous! Haha, ash after getting her hair and make up done.

such a bad pic! "the stylist" haha

A clean and Polished belly-botton

GET ANGRY AT YOURSLEF!

Stand on your head<3

Racing Loafs<3 --ashley sooo won--

Colleen Waxing my Cieling<3

YODDLE-LAY-HEE-HOO<3

Some Boring Picture<3

 

Random Picture<3

 RANDOM<3

More Random Pictures<3

Just More Random Pictures<33

Comfy Colleen<33

Colleen attempting to fly<3

Ashley attempting to fly<3

Colleen<3 

 

Well its late and we'll put more pictures in tomorrow<33

Love y'all!!

Ash&&Coll

¡Leave us some Love!

THAT MEANS COMMENTS!!!<333


Friday, June 24, 2005

Hey...I am extremely bored. So i decided 2 do some surveys. Leave some commentary.

128 Things to do

when your bored!

1. Wax the ceiling

2. Drop your cat from a high place, see if he\she lands on their feet

3. repeat above until failure

4. Rearrange political campaign signs.

5. Braid your dogs hair.

6. Clean and polish your belly button.

7. Water your dog...see if he grows.

8. Wash a tree.

9. Scare Steven King.

10. Give your cat a mohawk.

11. Mow your carpet.

12. Rake your carpet (to clean up the clippings.)

13. Re-elect Richard Nixon.

14. Dress like your favorite Heavy Metal group...surprise your grandmother.

15. Listen to a painting.

16. Play with matches.

17. Buff your cat.

18. Raise professional racing ferrets.

19. Paint your home...day-glo orange.

20. Learn Greek.

21. Change your mind.

22. Change it back.

23. Watch the sun...see if it moves.

24. Recite romantic poetry...to your toaster.

25. Paint your windows.

26. Flash your goldfish.

27. Paint.

28. Smile.

29. Paint a smile.

30. Shoot at a fire hydrant.

31. Apologize to it.

32. See if you really can build a small nuclear device in your basement.

33. Rotate your garden...daily.

34. Plant a shoe.

35. Take apart all your major kitchen appliances.

36. Mix and match the parts.

37. Turn your TV picture tube upside down.

38. Take your sofa for a walk.

39. Write a letter to Plato.

40. Mail it.

41. Start.

42. Stop.

43. Put lighted EXIT signs on all your closets.

44. Carry a tune.

45. Drop it to see if it breaks.

46. Starch your shoes.

47. Climb a sidewalk.

48. Ride a loaf of bread.

49. Annoy yourself.

50. Get angry with yourself.

51. Stop speaking to yourself.

52. Kiss and make-up.

53. Stand on your head.

54. Stand on someone else's head.

55. Build a pyramid.

56. Paint your teeth.

57. Wear a salad.

58. Speak with a forked tongue.

59. Walk on water...but DON'T get caught.

60. Shave a shrub.

61. Watch a car rust.

62. Learn to type……...with your toes.

63. Buy the Brooklyn Bridge.

64. Mail it to a friend.

65. Be in the wrong place at the right time.

66. Be someone special.

67. Request covert assistance from the CIA.

68. Factor your social security number.

69. Take the fifth.

70. Take the sixth.

71. Search for buried treasure...in Nebraska

72. Kick a cabbage.

73. Take a picture.

74. Put it back.

75. Go back to square one.

76. Sand a mushroom.

77. Abuse your patio furniture.

78. Count to a million...fast.

79. Have your cat bronzed.

80. Make a quilt out of used cocktail napkins

81. Run around in squares.

82. Boil ice cream.

83. Carve your girl/boyfriends initials...in a marshmallow.

84. Converse...with a flatworm.

85. Drive the speed limit...in your garage.

86. Make a schematic drawing...of a rock.

87. Sing the National Anthem...during your calculus final.

88. Calmly have a nervous breakdown.

89. Give your goldfish a perm.

90. Fly a brick.

91. Test thin ice...with a pogo stick.

92. Apply for a Unicorn Hunting License.

93. Redecorate your garage.

94. Put legwarmers on all your furniture.

95. Be number six.

96. Sit.

97. Stay.

98. Roll over.

99. Play dead.

100. Give a lecture tour on the historical significance of cream cheese.

101. Debate politics with a fern.

102. If you lose stop watering it.

103. Be a square root.

104. Park your car...with a friend.

105. Park your car...with a group of friends.

106. Ask stupid questions.

107. Interview a cloud.

108. Do aerobics...in your head.

109. Play card with your swimming pool.

110. Send your goldfish to obedience school.

111. Pinstripe your driveway.

112. Play "Kick the fire-hydrant."

113. Harness chipmunk power

114. Free the oppressed toaster-ovens of America.

115. Mug a stop sign.

116. Change your name...daily.

117. Go for a walk...in the attic.

118. Kidnap Cabbage Patch Kids.

119. Boldly go where no man has gone before.

120. Jump back.

121. Sharpen your sleeping skills.

122. Put out a fire.

123. If you can't find one make one.

124. Catch a falling star.

125. Throw it back.

126. Prove once and for all that a cow can jump over the moon.

127. Make a list of things to do when bored.

128. Renumber the bored list...

 

PUT AN X ON THE THINGS YOUVE DONE.....

( ) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex
(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
( ) Kissed more than one person in a day
( ) Kissed more than two people in a day
(x)Created a myspace/xanga survey
( ) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
(x) Ridden a unicycle.....or tryied to
(x) Done something special for someone else
( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant
( )Got caught for cheating * SCHOOL WISE
( )Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
( ) Worked in fast food
(x) Written a poem
(x) Randomly called people out of a phone book
(x) Been on a yaught
(x) Put bananas in your cheerios or rice krispies
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
( )Dated someone more than 2 years older than you
(x) Eaten icing out of the original container
( ) Had a dream about a myspace/xanga friend
(x) Fallen in public
(x)Had your pants rip
(x)Recently had a PB&J sadnwich
( ) Met your principals parents
(x) Killed an animal
(x) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child
( ) Used your friends razor with out them knowing
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
(x) Worked for a family member
(x)Been told you were too young
( ) Made out in a car
( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend..
( ) Been to a concert
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( ) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
(x) Been cheated on
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hate to admit you are wrong
(x)Ridden on a shopping cart in a Safeway
(x) danced in a Mini Mart
(x) Went into a mini mart in socks
(x) Worn a tiara
( )Been in a play
(x) Gone to church more than 2 times in a week
( ) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x)Made a movie
(x) Dressed gothic
(x) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(x)Had a stalker
( ) Been to california
( ) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
(x) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
( ) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
( ) Made fish lips
( ) Hit on a waitress
(x) Taken pictures with a stranger
(x) Been to Busch Gardens
( ) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other school mates
(x) Made a public speech
( ) Been on cable television
(x) Choreographed a dance
(x) Felt used
(x) Made a smoothie or milkshake
(x) Had fun at work
(x) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word
( ) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once in a day AFTER they were popular
(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)
(x) Given someone else flowers
(x) Taken a forigen language...not including spanish
( ) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
(x) Not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason

 

 My SuRVeY!

 

>>1. FULL NAME: Ashley Marie Kman       >>2. BIRTHDAY: Nov. 11 1992
>>3. STAR SIGN: Scorpio
>>4. AGE: 12
>>5. Height: 5'2                                              >>6. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Sranton, PA                                                                     >>7. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? hieghts, rapists, dying, being kipnapped,murded, or raped,and the dark soemtimes but not all the time >>8. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? Nope
>>9. YOUR PERFECT MAN: Is there one?
>>10. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY? Yes!!
>>11. HAVE YOU EVER HATED ANY PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY? no
>>12. ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE? Probably.
>>13. WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF 5 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD?Alive            >>14. WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SAYING? i dont know, i say alot of stuff lol.
>>15. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED...HAVE KIDS? yes, and maybe lol.
>>16. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ABORTION? its murder. it shouldnt happen. If you dont want kids, dont sleep with someone.
>>17. WHO'S THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU? i dont know, it was in my email forever lol.
>>19. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? haha, i dont have one.
>>20. WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? ive heard lots .
>>21. BEST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? I have lots, umm, i realy like "ill be", by: edwin mcCain, and Scotty Doesnt Know from Eurotrip lol.
>>22. ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT? lol Yes! of course! lol
>>23. ARE YOU A GOOD DRIVER? HECK YEAH                                                            >>24. ARE YOU GOOD AT SPORTS? I'm okay i guess
>>25. ARE YOU DEEP SLEEPER? nope >>26. DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? pretty, shiny things. lol, just kidding. nope.
>>27. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yes.but not well                                                                      >>28. DO YOU LIKE TO SHOP: of course, what girl doesnt?
>>29. DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY: yes! lol of course.
>>31. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING PIERCED? ears.

>>32. WOULD YOU KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLARS? what a morbid question. and depends who it is. lol just kidding! of course not! well id have to think about it. lol.

>>33. WHAT THREE THINGS WOULD YOU TAKE FROM YOUR ROOM IF YOU RAN AWAY? my money, my dog, and my purse! lol.

>>34. CAREER? babysitting??                    >>35. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? ash, sasquash--lol.
>>36. IF YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND IT WOULD HURT THEM IF THEY FOUND OUT, WOULD YOU TELL THEM? how would it hurt someone if you told them you loved them?
>>HAVE YOU EVER...


>>37. PUT A BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT? haha no. cant say i have.
>>40. SKINNY DIPPED? lol no- i know i live a boreing life lol
>>41. FLASHED SOMEONE? haha. nope.
>>42. PLAYED STRIP POKER? nope lol
>>43. BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? yep >>46. BEEN ON A PLANE? nope
>>47. COME CLOSE TO DYING? nope
>>48. SWAM IN THE OCEAN? yesssss
>>49. BEEN HURT EMOTIONALLY? yeap >>50. BEEN TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK? yes
>>51. KEPT A SECRET FROM PEOPLE? duh who hasnt
>>52. CRIED DURING A MOVIE? yes!
>>53. BEEN ON STAGE? yes
>>54. HAD CHICKEN POX? yes--in kindergarden! it sucked.
>>55. HAD STITCHES? yes                          >>56. HAD ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? Yes.

>>WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...

>>57. VEGETABLE? tomatos
>>58. FAST FOOD/RESTAURANT? McDonalds                                                    >>59. MEAT? el pollo frito                          >>60. CANDY? umm, i have lots of favorites!! lol....does gum count?
>>61. MOVIE? idk..its hard to choose
>>62. TV SHOW? i have bunches. probably "that 70's show"                                              >>63. PLACE TO VISIT?My Cousins House
>>64. SPORTS? to watch-football to play-soccer                                                               >>65. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK/POP? lemonade                                                          >>66. ALCOHOLIC DRINK (IF YOU HAVE ANY)? not recenly..but last christmas my mom gave me some mint choco. chip wine..IT WAS AWESOME. lol                                             >>67. NUMBER? ive never really thought about it. 2 i guess
>>68. FLOWER? rose                                        >>69. BRAND OF SHOES? umm, i dont know? lol i like all kinds of shoes.
>>70. PERFUME/COLOGNE? I looooveee, Bath and body works, "sweet pea"
>>71. SHAMPOO? Mark Anthony
>>72. DAY/NIGHT? Night- but i like day too lol
>>73. SUMMER/WINTER? Summer, but ive grown to like winter too!
>>74. LACE/SATIN? satin
>>75. Cartoon Character? Eeyore...and Tweety.although i still dont knoe if its a boy or a girl????

>>76. FOOD? I LOVE SUSHI
>>77. SUBJECT? writing
>>78. FRUIT/VEGETABLE JUICE? Orange i guess                                                                >>79. PERSON TO TALK TO? Kelsey, i can tell her anything
>>IN THE PAST WEEK HAVE YOU......

>>80. CRIED? yes
>>81. WORN A SKIRT? Yes
>>82. MET SOMEONE NEW? yes
>>83. CLEANED YOUR ROOM? yes! today lol
>>84. DONE LAUNDRY?yes

>> DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

>>85.YOURSELF? yes
>>86. FRIENDS? yes
>>87. FAMILY? yes
>>88. SANTA CLAUSE? yes! why.. is there no santa?....................kidding
>>89. TOOTH FAIRY? lol no
>>90. DESTINY/FATE? yes
>>91. ANGELS? yes
>>92. GOD? yesss
>>93. SATAN/DEMONS? yes, bad sprits
>>94. GHOSTS? yes

>>FRIENDS AND LIFE...

>>95. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? yes
>>96. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? comfy shorts and a jersey. 
>>97. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE? yeap
>>98. WHO'S YOUR LOUDEST FRIEND? ME lol -- i dont realy have too many loud friends lol
>>99. SHYEST FRIEND? luara                >>100. WEIRDEST FRIEND? .me.... haha i dont know lol, thats kinda mean to call one of my friends weird.lol
>>101. A FRIEND THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN AWHILE? SARAH!! Miss u lots. >>102. WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST? ive cried alot, a bunch of times.
>>103. WHAT IS THE WORST FEELING? seeing someone you have strong feelings for with another girl.                       

 

Here are just some random things.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 

i lOVE yOUu = )

s0METiMES wUT y0UR sEARCHiNG
f0R iS eXACTLiE wHERE y0U lEFT iT <3

w0ULDNT liFEE BEE GREATT iFF sWEATPANTS wERE

sEXYY m0NDAY m0RNiNGS wEREE fUN / giRRLS diDNTT

cAUSE dRAMAA & b0YS wERENT s0O c0NFUSiNGG? *]]

L0VEE iiS sEEiNGG aN iMPERECT pERS0N pERFECTLY nND

kN0WiNG tHATT eVENN tH0 tW0 pE0PLE aRENT pERECTT

d0ESNT mEANN tHEYRE n0TT pERFECT f0R eACHOTHER <33

i can see your eyes lOoking & yOur smiLe that makes me crazy, i feel yOur hands tOuch me & yOur kiSses make me lazy. . .

i traded my conscience for your confidence –tbs

nEVER sECOND gUESS wHO yOU aRE, wHERE yOU hAVE bEEN & mOST iMPORTANTLY wHERE iT iS yOU aRE gOiNG.....

yOU cAN'T hiDE fROM tHE pERSON yOU aRE iN yOUR hEART ..

 

liFe gOeSs by sOo fAst dOnt hoLd thinGs iNsiDe bEcAuSe bEfoRe yOu kNow it - itLL be tOo lAte ' teLL peOpLe hOw yOu feEl ; tAke cHanCes ( foRgiVe - foLLoW yOur dReAmSs \ gEt bAcK uP , nO matteR hOw mAny tiMeSs yOu faLL } & nO mattEr hoW mAny tiMeSs yOur heArt gEtSs bRokeNn ' lOvEe cOmpLeteLy wiTh aLL yOu hAvee<3"

i've got my body and my mind on the same page
and now happiness is all the rage. <3

I wanna wake up where you are <3

HeArTbReAkeR<|3_*

I tHink abOut yOu moRe thAn yOu cuD eVer imAgine

i wiSh That i cUd hAve yOu heRe nOw

jUss sOo i cUd sHow yOu hoW

i dOnt nEed this...bUt i waNt tHis tOo bEe rEal

OoO...iF yOu oNly knEw hOw i truLy fEel...<|3

With all the things you taught me there's still one thing I don't know. I don't know how to fall out of love with you and I don't know how to let go. </3

the problem with resisting temptation is that you may not get another chance </3

if yOu waNnaa fiNd my heaRtt..its at the bOttom of yOurr shOee - south paRkk<3

   
 

thouGh ive tRied i hAve falLen i hAve suNk soo lOww..i hAve mEssed up//better i shouLd knOww so doNt come arouNd heRe and telL me 'i toLd yOu so' we alL begAn with gOod inteNt. lOve was rAw aNd youNg_we beLieved we couLd chAnge ourseLf ; the past couLd be undoNe but we caRry on our bAcks the buRden tiMe aLways reveaLs..the loneLy light of morning/the wouNds that wouLd nOt heaL* its the bitteRr taSte of lOsing eveRything thAt i hAve heLd so deaRrr<|3

saRah mcLachlaNnn ; falLeNnn

<'3 so yOu waNt me to telL yOu sOmethingg about myseLf..i doNt hAve anything to sAy - aNd even if i did yOu'd be wRong to beLieve me. tRustt is a lie_nObOdyy ever knOws anymoRee :: nathaNn//one tRee hiLL

i'Ve hAd sO mUcH oF yOu
i cOuLDnt DReAm LaSt NiGHt
i fEEL tHe tOuCh oF yOu
eVeN tHoUgH uR nOt bY mY SiDe
cAnT GeT eNuFf oF u cAuSe u MaKe tHe DaRkNeSs LiGHt
nD aFtER aLL tHiS tiMe
yOu sTiLL pOsSeSs mY MiNd
nD aFtER aLL tHiS tiMe
i STiLL wAnT yOu iN mY LiFe..

thEe beSt lOve iS thE kindd thAt aWakEns thE sOull aNdd mAkeS uS
r
EaChh fOr m0ree, thAtt pLantS a fiRe iN ouRr heArtS andD bRingS peaCe

<3

 

I WANT A BOY WHO WILL LEAVE THIS TOWN WITH ME. GET ONTO THAT BUS, AND TRAVEL AROUND WITH ME. WE’D COME OUT OF THE DARK, AND INTO THE SUN. SO, CALIFORNIA, HERE WE COME. THE RIDE WOULD BE LONG, AND I COULD REST ON HIS SHOULDER, HE’D LOOK INTO MY EYES, AND THE BLUE WOULD GROW BOLDER. WE COULD SHARE HIS IPOD, ONE HEADPHONE IN EACH EAR. AND FALL ASLEEP TO KONSTANTINE; AND LOVE WITHOUT FEAR. AND WE’D FEEL SO SAFE IN EACH OTHER’S HANDS, AND HE’D PLAY WITH MY HAIR, AND SAY IT’S THE COLOR OF CALIFORNIA’S SANDS. AND WHEN WE FINALLY ARRIVED, AT OUR DESTINATION, AND YOU AND I, WOULD HAVE NO PREPERATION, TO GO OUT INTO THIS PLACE, WE’VE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE, BUT WE’D HOLD EACHOTHER’S HANDS, AND WALK OUT THE DOOR. AND THE WARMTH OF THE AIR, WOULD SPREAD FROM HIS VEINS TO MINE, AND I’D LOOK UP AT HIM, AND THINGS WOULD BE JUST FINE <3

one day in your life youu`ll find someone youu can be your goofy self with
but still be able to pour your heart out to, be able to look your worst and
still have him say baby youu`re beautiful. he won`t be prince charming but
he`ll be nothing less than perfect to youu. he`ll break your heart to pieces
and make youu cry, but under all those tissues, youu`ll still find a place in
your heart to forgive; he`ll be the
boy youu`ll never be able to forget. no
matter what he does and no matter what he says, youu know youu`ll
always be that girl whose heart races when youu hear ihs name and that
girl who`s totally and completely in love with him. X3

thERE iSs a diFfERENCE iNn wHATt wEe l0NG f0R .. wHATt wEe sETtLE f0R .. & who0 wEe aRE mEANt f0R<3

y0U cANt ch0OSEe wh0o y0Uu fALL f0R .. y0U jUSt fALL .. & iNn fR0Nt oF y0U cANn bEe s0MEthiNG so0 wR0NG .. yETt so0 iNCREdiBLy ritEe .. bUt y0U g0Tta REMEMbER .. itSs n0Tt ab0UTt bEiNG pERfECt .. itSs ab0UTt bEiNG hAPPiEe =)<3

i wANTt t0 bEe thE oNEe y0U ridEe witHh .. & whENn thE sUNn shiNESs i wANNAa bE thE oNEe y0U shiNEe witHh .. i jUSt wANNAa bE thE oNEe y0U sPENd aLL yAHh tiME witHh<3

so0 mANiE pE0PLe cANn l0VE y0U .. bUt whENn thE oNE pERS0Nn y0U wANt t0 .. d0ESNt .. n0NE oF iTt mATtERSs<|3

i jUSt wANt tHATt oNEe b0Y tHATt wiLL mAKE eVERYtHiNG sEEM ritEe .. hEe wiLL aSK 'wHats wR0NG' .. & whENn y0U sAY 'itSs a L0NG st0RiE' .. hE'LL tELL y0Uu hESs g0t a L L n i G H t =)<3

 

N0W i`LL WRiTE "i LOVE YOU" D0WN THE SAME NUMBER 0F TiMES Y0U SAiD iT T0 ME & i`LL GiVE iT T0 Y0U S0 Y0U CAN USE iT 0N THE NEXT GiRL WH0 Y0U SAY iS Y0UR W0RLD & i H0PE SHE D0ESNT BELiEVE Y0U LiKE i DiD, BECAUSE i KN0W N0W THAT Y0U NEVER MEANT iT T0 ME WHEN YOU SAiD iT, WHY DiD Y0U HAVE T0 LiE T0 ME, DiDNT Y0U KN0W H0W i FELT AB0UT Y0U? Y0U WERE MY EVERYTHiNG, AND i TH0UGHT i WAS Y0UR EVERYTHiNG T00, i CANT BELiEVE THiS iS iT BETWEEN ME AND Y0U.THiS iS THE WORST PAiN iVE EVER FELT<|3 WHY DiD THiS HAPPEN? AFTER EVERYTHiNG iVE d0NE F0R Y0U, ALL THE CHANCES i TRiED GiViNG Y0U,Y0U STiLL BR0KE MY HEART EVERYTiME-BUT iTS 0VER N0W,FiNALLY i REALiZED THAT i D0NT DESERVE THiS & i H0NESTLY D0NT THiNK Y0U DESERVE ME.iVE SPENT T0 MANY DAYS CRYiNG 0VER Y0U,WiSHiNG Y0U W0ULD C0ME BACK. YEAH, i STiLL L0VE Y0U & i DEFiNATLY WiLL F0R A L0NG TiME, BUT i CANT D0 THiS NEM0RE. i CANT WATCH Y0U PLAY ME,iT HURTS T0 MUCH;N0 MATTER H0W MUCH i WANT Y0U BACK, i CANT GET Y0U, i GUESS THiS iS CALLED M0ViNG 0N<|3

i D0NT KN0W WHY HE D0ES WHAT HE D0ES, PLAYiNG L0ST&F0UND WiTH MY L0VE- TRYiNG T0 C0NFUSE ME & ABUSE ME, HES SURE ENOUGH G0NNA L0SE ME<|3

my life is shattered, dreams -- gone.
you did it. you accomplished your goal.
are you happy? hope you can sleep good tonite.
we use to laugh. instead i cry. and your still smiling..

aLwAySs BeE a LeAdEr; A gIvErR aNnD nOtT a ReCeIvEr;

A dReAmErR aSz WeLL aS a BeLiiEvErR ;)

sTrIvEe FoR pRofEcTiiOn - AnD - kEeP yOuR hEaD tO tHeE

sKyY . . .

-Hawthorne Heights

i KnOw iTs a lOnG wAy dOwN BuT yOu CaNt WaLk tHe WiRe fOr aNyOnE eLsE .. i MiGhT HiT tHe gRouNd bUt At LeAsTt iLL HaVe a sToRy tO tElL .. sHe sAiD " i gOtTa FiNd oUt fOr mySeLf''

I`M yOuRs<3!

when love is easy to finD you waLk away & its when someone chaLLenges you that keeps you comin baCk =] [[ i wiLL rise aGain ]] .. <3

 

everytimee i try to leave somethin puLLs me back babiee- tried & tried to let you go but its just impossibLe- everytime we say goodbye bitter tear drops fiLL my eyes ..wish i didnt neeD you but your so irresistabLe <3

 

s0mEtiMeSs wE mUsT qEt hUrT iNn 0rDer tO gRoW- wE mUst FaiL iN OrDer TO kNow
SomeTimEsS 0uRr viiSioNs cLEaR 0nLy aFtEr 0uR eYes aRe wA$hed aWay wItH tEaRs....</3

i guESs itS juST tHe thRiLL oF thEe chaSEe<!3

thiSs smiLe is finaLly reaLl ..uRr n0t gOnna gET tO mee<3

<3 ;can you feel your heartbeat racing.
can you taste the fear in her sweat _?`

you've done this wrong its too far gone
these sheets tell of regret i admit that'

i'm just a fool for you ; <3

yOu'vE gOt tO taKe tHe gOOd wiT tHe bAd smiLe wiTh thAt sAd lOve wAt yOu've gOt aNd reMemBer wAt yOu hAd alWays fOrgive bUt neVer fOrget leaRn frOm yOur miStaKes bUt neVer reGret// peOple chAnge, thiNgs gO wrOng JUST REMEMBER LiFE GOES ON <3

put the weight on my shoulders and the pain in my heart
tie the knots in my stomach and you`ll let it tear me apart
so tear me apart _ so i could be
everything you need <3"

dOnt tRy aNd hoLd ontO something thatS nOt theRe - yOu juSt end up cauSing moRe pAin tHan theRe shOuLd bEe
'juSt . fUk . it '

theRes a reasOn fOr eveRythiNg ..iF yOu canT seeM tO fiNd iT
thErEs a reAsOn foR thAt tOo *

keeP iT reAL . . sHow mE sOmthiN; i cAN feeL. .

. . . life isn't jusT a fairy taLe

'' It sEeMs a liTTle sAd reAlly, thAt I wAs tHe giRl whO's sOle pUrpOse wAs tO allOw yOu tO figUre oUt whO yOu weRe iN lOve wiTh.'' - DaWsOn's cREek <33

youre the antidote that gets me by Y

and i`ll sit here & take it all
in is there a n y t h i n g
else youu wanted to tell me ?
because m y h e a r t <3 is all
yours . go ahead . s h a t t e r i t

are y0u willing to takEe what y0u did `
away ? ii cant pr0mise you i'Ll forgive
aNd f0rget'
but if y0u h0ld me in your
arms and whispEr swEet tHings into my
'ear ii can pr0mise y0u i'Ll l0vEe y0u;
f o r e v e r <3

it is said that, 'you can't change the world but you can always
change yourself.' so, if you and i start to change then we have
already begun changing the world.

HaVe uU eVeRr thOughTt aBoUtT sOmE1 fOr mOre then 5 minUtes STRAiGHTT nD reaLizEd
the whOle tiMe u HaD a sMiLe On uR faCe <33

y0UU caNTT bEE oLDD & wiSEE ..

iF y0UU wEREE neVERR YOUNGg & cRAZYY

lifESS tOo sH0RT f0RR dRAMAa aNDD peTTy thinGSS, sOo kiSSss sL0WLYy, lAUGHH iNSANELYY, l0VEE tRUELY, f0RGiVEE quiCKLY aNDD f0RGETT thEE pASTT.. buTT n0T WHAT iT hAS taUGHT y0OU-sEXX & CiTYY<3=]

mY girLSs bRiNGG oUTT tHEE bESTT iNN mEE

i'M sOrry buT i'm jUst thinkIng of tHe righT wOrds to sAyi kNoW THeY dOn't sOund the Way i plAnned thEm to Be....bUt iF yoU wait arOund fOr me i'Ll maKe yOu faLl fOr me..i PromiSe..i pRomise i wIlL <3 When in Rome ''The pRomiSE'' <3

(= iM GOiN _C R A Z y Y_ i NEED t0 bEE y0UrR lADyY . .
i bEEN tHiNKiN lAtElY tHAt yOuU
&* mEe ` y E S S
wE cAN mAkeE iT<3

the way i feel about you is something
i cant explain its the way i cant help myself

but smile whenever i hear your name

if you ever wondered how a girl survives
just look at the people by her side <333\

rEALgiRLS aREN'T aFRAiD t0 BE tRULYY 0VERR tHE t0P . . =]

the ups & downs we'LL get through"cauSee so much of me is y0uu"

"mayBee the beSt thing any of us caN do is n0t quit . . pLay the hand we have beeN deaLt and aCcesSorize with what we have g0t "

'aLL i neEd tO pRocEed'=yOu

.. y0u can dRivee when y0ur 16, go to waR when y0ur 18, anD dRink when y0ur 21 .. but how oLd d0 u have to be to reaLize that your l0ve is reaLLy reaL .. OnE tReE h!LL <3

.. & iM h0oked on thE FeeLing y0u g0t on mE *

best friend is someone who
can make you have the best '*
day of your life* even if y o u *
are having t h e* w o r s t x3

yOu aLL knOw wHO yOU aRe

she's smiling, is she happy?

she looks happy, but it doesn't matter,

let me tell you something , not everything is as it seems

. . . mOnA LiSA SMiLeE . . .

A COiNCiDENCE is when
God performs a miracle
& decided to stay anonymous

& EVEN TH0UGH Y0U`RE FED UP, you gotta keep your head up<!3

 

whatS it gOin to taKe for you to know i wouLdnt be a miStake i couLd be eveRythin you couLd eveR aSk foR and moRe, i reaLLy do caRe foR you- anD theSe feeLings wont go away n0 matta what you say oR do, fRom the time i wake up anD open my eyeSS thereS nothin moRe i want then foR you t0 reaLize we beLong together-

but im not goinG t0 wait foRever. theRes timeS i think im oveR y0uu but then i reaLize i couLdnt bReathe widout you, i gueSs in Life thinGs aRent peRfect so for now iLL juSt have t0 deaL with it <3

d0nt y0u uNdersTand ? im in l0ve wiT y0u kidd =( <!3



i gaVee too muChh in the pastt to giVe a fuCKk noWW

i CAN TELL YOU WANNA DO A LITTLE SOMETHING
AINT NO NEED TO DENY - YOU KNOW YOU FRONTIN'
WANNA KEEP IT ON THE LOW * THATS FINE WITH ME
BABiE BOY JUST LAY BACK AND LET ME

DRIVE YOU CRAZY

i onLy think ab0ut y0u on two oCcasi0ns..
whEn my eyEs are openEd & whEn my eyEs are cl0sedd
<3

BaBY YOU AND MeEE ' nOW THaTS HOTT <3

"On the count of three i'll never think of you again"

''someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate, the one you can tell your dreams to. he'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll never laugh at your heart. he'll brush the hair out of your eyes and send you flowers when you least expect it. he'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or just because he is thinking about you. he'll be bursting to talk to you each morning just to hear the sound of your voice. he'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen and for the first time in your life ... you'll believe it.''
dawsons creek ¢¾

g0t y0U ho0keD<3

tHe fiRst tiMe y0u faLL in l0ve it chaNgeS yo0ur liFe f0rever

and n0 matTeR h0w haRd yo0u tRy the feELing juSs nevaA g0es away<3

immMm faLLinnNn forrRr y0ouuUu

wheNn y0u tRy t0o puSh mEe dOwNn i onLy gEt stRoNgeR
y0uR thEe onEe faLLiNgg whiLee iMm
laSting l0ngeRr =)

jUsTt wHeNn u [lEa$t] eXpEcTt iT-vV>u sTaRt
tHiNk!nGg aBoUt ((hOw hEe mAkEs$z u lAuGh)) aNd hOw u
[[ fEeL wHeNn uR aRoUnD h!m<3 |[u rEaLiZe]| u cArEe aBoUt
h!m a
|l|o|t mOrEe tHeNn yOu t.h.o.u.g.h.t u d.!.d


bEiNg hApPy d0e$nT mEaN tHaT
eVeRytHiNg
i$ pErFeCt
- iTt jUsTt mEaNs tHaT y0u'vE dEciDeD
t0o l0oKk
bEyoNd tHe iMpErFeCtiOns$z


nOt aFrA!Dd tO fAlL bEcUz ii tRuSt tHEe
gRoUnDd ii sTaNd
oNn
<3

nO smiLe is as BEAUTIFULL as the one that
stRuggLeSs through the teaRss

c0Sz evErytiMe wE t0ucHh ii gEt tHiSz feELiNg & evErytiMe wE kiSs ii swEaRr ii c0uLd fLy
caNt y0u fEeL mYy hEaRtbEaTt fAsTt ii wAnTt tHiSz t0o lAsTt nEeDd y0u by my siDEe
c0Sz evErytiMe wE t0uCHh ii fEeL thEe sTaTiCc
& evErytiMe wE kiSs ii rEaChH f0r thEe sKy
caNt y0u hEaRr my hEaRtbEaTt s0o ii caNt lEt y0u g0o ii wAnTt y0u iNn my lifE

y0uRr aRmSz arEe my cAsTLe y0uRr heArTt iSz my sKy tHey wiPEe awAy tEarSz tHaTt ii cRy
thEe g0oDd
& thEe bAd tiMeSz wE'vEe bEeNn thr0uGh tHeMm aLL y0u mAkEe mE riSe whEn ii faLL

 

ii l0vEe y0u bAby <33

sometimes you think

you've gotten over a person

but when you see him smile

you suddenly realize

you're just pretending

you're over him

to ease the pain of knowing

that you still love him...

.. lovin you whether times are good
or bad happy
or sad <3..
..we'll stay together<3

 


when it comes to lovin yo0u.. its like
rocafella records ->> cant stop wont
stop

lovin you is somethin i really shouldnt do
i shouldnt wanna spend my time
wit you.. i should
try to be
strong but baby your tha..
r
iGHt kiNDdaaa wRonGg <3..

you are the only one who makes my heart
beat faster and slower at the same time <3

 


the best love is the kinda that awakens
the soul.. amd makes us
reach for more ; that
plants a
fire in out hearts and brings peace
to ours minds <3_
xO0x_the notebOok

 


i love how you close your eyes when you kiss me
and when im
away from you, how you miss me ::
.. i love how you think of me
without bein told to ->
but most of all
i love how my heartbeats when
im c
l o s e to you <3

 

SoMtiMEs WhEn yOu DrEaM
ThoSe DrEamS CoME TrUE

keep yOur hOpes high

* yOur drinks full and

true friends by yOur side

Say Love-it's not that hard after all

tell me what I want, what I wanna hear <33

i tHought i finaLLy weAtheRed tHe
stoRm wHen tHe cLouds cLeaRed..
but it's stiLL Rainin on tHe inSidE</3


"
tHe fiRst tiMe y0u faLL inn l0ve iTt chaNges y0ur liFe f0rever&n0o matter h0w haRd y0u tRy tHe feeLing never g0es awayy<3 "
ONEE.L0VEE<3

"...At tHe eNd,

yOu reAliZed evErYtHiNg

wAs reAl..."

 

you're exactly everything i ever

w
anted...<33

iF yOuR nOtT WiLLiNg To RiSk iT aLL..
tHeN yOu dOnT wAnT iT bAdD
-eNoUgHh-

[[everyThing haPpens for a reasOn.. ]]

It's not about keeping your PrOmIsEs it's about following your heart
Sometimes it HuRtS like hell & sometimes you just cant get EnOuGhH

iM oVeR tHeE dRaMa oF yOu & ThAtSs SoMeThInG NeW=]~


aLWAyS ReMemBeRr tHAt iF a pERSON loVedD yOU oNCEe eVEN aFtER
100 yEARS tHERE wiLL sTilL bE sOME oF tHAt l0vE nO mAtTA hOW mUCH tHAt pERSON [ DeNiEs iT <|3

 

mEeting yoU waSs fatEe .. bEcomiNg youR fRiEnD waS a chOicE .. buT faLLiNg fOr yOu wAs bEyOnd my cOntrOL <3

y0u g0tta take the -go0d- wit the (bad *smile wit the sad ; l0ve
wat y
0u got & remember wat y0u had ~ alwAys [f0rgive) but never
f
0rget *lEarn fr0m y0ur : mistakes : but never regret *pe0ple
change
& things

<3 let [ things ] tAke their place . . .
-
y0ull reAlize - evErything * hAppenSs f0r a rEasonn <33

yOU nEVERR kNOW hOW muCHH loVE huRTS tiLL thE pERSON yOU thiNK iS tHE 1NE fOR yOU jUSt wANts to BE fRiENDS aND tHE woRST iS wEN tHEY wANt bENeFiTS = /

lauGh untiL - yOuu caNt bReathee, smiLee untiL youR faCee huRts' foRgiVeee fReeLy beCauSeee eveRy miNutee yOuu speNd maD \ oR upSet * iS aNotheR miNutee of happiNess you`LL neveR get baCk ; haVeee no reGretS =)

<33 itS fUNniE h0w yOU
sAy tHAt y0UUu d0Ntt lOVE thAt pERS0N.. & itS fUnniE h0W u sAYy
yOUR oVER thEM & y0U d0Nt wANt aNYthiNG t0Oo
d0O with thEMm->liKe whEN y0UR riPPing out aLL ofF thE
pAGe$ oFf hiS naME & uRz.. eVEn th0 hES a jERK
& u no hE iS$.. thEAz jUS s0MEthiN b0ut hiM
thatz mAKiNG yOU nOt lEt hiM gO.. u notiCe tHAt thERE$
s0MEthiNG b0Ut thE wAY hE mAKEs y0U hAPPY wEN
n0ONEe eLSE cAN ->mAYBE itS$ tHE tALKs.. mAYBE itS HiS lOOKS$
mayBe itS$s hiSS sweEtnESs oR mAYBee
itS jUS thE feELiNg yOU get wEN y0Uu thiNK oF hiM

f o r g e t the umbrella.. dance in the r a i n <3

IM NOT LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS I WONT JUST LEAVE YOU->
CAUSE UNLIKE ANY OTHER GIRL
BABIEE I NEED YOUU <3

i Love you to death <3

Sometimes love is an addiction..
sometimes it
hurts like hell and
sometimes you just cant get
enough

"take chanCes tell the tRuth ;datE s0meone wrOng foR u- say no,
spenD y0ur caSh ; faLL in love, get t0 kno s0me1` sAy i Love yoU .. sinG 0ut l0ud , lauGh at a stupiD j0ke * cRy, seEk revenGe ap0LogizE - bLackmaiL AnD moSt impoRtantLy.. LiveLifee"

'if you LuV sUm1 Set THem FRee,
If THeY REtuRn IT miGht hAve BeeN mEAnT t0 bE

iSN'T iT A tragedy ?? YOU CAN'T trust ANY
NEW FACE YOU MEET OR ANY OLD FACE YOU'VE
'known'

one sided love will never work..
when my back is up against the wall & i have no more strength left t0o stand tall i wish i had sOme one i could call to make my days brighter and help all this dRama on my baCk become a little liGhter..

i dont need to impress nobodyy..<3
"when you were bOrn everyOne arOund y0u was smilin and y0u were cRying..live y0ur life so that when y0u die y0u are smiling and everyone around y0u is cRying"-tupac shakur..

And I was hiding.. Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
©

aLL THe iNSiDe JoKeS ND ReMeMBeR WeNS

THeRe THe ReaSoNS We*LL aLWaYS Be

BeST*FRieNDS

 
 

M.i.s.s.i.O.N. .I.m.P.o.S.S.i.B.L.E.--THERE'S JUST NO GETTING OVER YOU

I'M GONNa MaKe It ReGaRDLESS Of Da StRuGGLe OR PaINN...EaCH tiMe i hURt -I GaIN- i STEP iN & OuT Of THe WronG LANe BuT SCReW WHaTS RiGHt -iMa LeT iT RaiN..<33

A MiLLiONN W0RDSS COULDNTT BRiNGG Y0U BACKK - i KNO0 BECAUSE iVE TRiEDD ; NEiTHER COULD A MiLLiON TEARSS - i KN0 BECAUSEE iVEE CRiEDD

jEALOUSLY

tURNiNG sAiNTS iNTO tHE sEA

sWiMMiNG tHROUGH siCK lULLABiES

cHOKiNG oN yOUR aLiBiS

bUT iT’S jUST tHE pRiCE i pAY

*my every w.i.s.h and every d.r.e.a.m
somehow became r.e.a.l.i.t.y
<33

wen y0u gRow up yOu reaLize its less iMportant to haVe more fRiends & more iMportant to have reaL ones ; - my beSt fRiend threw eveRythiNg =]

yearSz of frieNdshipSz anD
NotHinG tO d0UbTt enDleSs mem0rieSz t0 many t0 counT thr0ugh dRAMaAA liEeS anDd CrAziiEeE fYtEEssz y0ur my beSt my hearT my lifEe <3

starTing to thinK bout my lifEe seriousLy . .
no need to fUccc aRound - keep it reaL continuosLy

annnDd ...the way i feel for you - i cant describe
its aLmost to intense to verbaLize essentially your
all im liviNg for and basically each day im needing u

m o R
e e

see i was so desoLate before u came to me.. lookin
back i guess it shows that we we
Re destined to
shine - after the rain to appreciate the gift of
what we have nd id go through it all over again
to be able to feel this way
<3

ThOuGhTt i CaNn tRuSTtT yOu bUtt I cAn'Ttt </3

if yOuR huRtiNg i'Ll huRt to0>if yOu sHeD a teAr i'Ll cRy wiTh yOu

if somethings wrOng i'll maKe iT riGhT// iF iT's a lOnG stOrY trUsT mE i gOt aLl niGhT*

nO maTTeR hOw bAd iT sEEms tHeRe is alWaYs sOmetHinG tO laUgh aT..sOmeOnE tO tuRn tO* tHeRe'S alWaYs tOmOrrOw eVeN iF tHinGs dOn't gO yOuR wAy<3

we gOt tO hOld on tO what we gOt>dOesN't maKe a diFfereNce iF wE maKe iT oR nOt..wE gOt eAchoTheR nD thAt's a lOt<3

iF tHe lOve wE hAd fOr yOu wOuLd haVe saVed yOu>yOu wOuld haVe neVeR leFt tHis eArTh

</3

mayBE oNee daY i*LL waKE up & thiS wiLL aLL juST
be a
D R E A M=[

<3 i aCt liKe thIss caUse tHey sAiD i w0uLdnT
nD i dO it teNn timEs beTter caUse tHeyy sEd i coUlDnt
=)

tHERre wiLL aLwAYs bEe pE0PLe
y0uu cAn't beLiEVE y0u we'REe
fRieNds wiTh``
b0ySs
y0u cAN't beLiEVe y0Uu kiSsEd
& pE0pLEe y0u (
CAN'T BELiEVE] y0u
livED w i t h o u t .

iM noT a giRLL thATs d0wN f0R cRyinG s0 iM gonNa teLL u thE tRUth & iM n0t lYing;iM feELin u wiThouT denyinG . . i likE tHe way y0ou dO-what yOu do&iM reLLe likEn thE titLe of
m e e e
& y o u u u=]

honestly though it might work this time till you played your games and walked out when i had the right to be mad..aint no one in the globe id rather see then the boy of my dreams who made me so happy but now so lonely..<\3

[l0vEe<3] itSs a cRaziEe meSsedD uPp em0ti0nN -
it'Ll maKee y0u sMileE..maKee y0u laUghH - geTt y0u cRyiNn..geTt y0u dyiNn - bUt iNn thEe enDd - n0 maTtErR wHat iTt d0eSs t0 y0u.. itTs w0rtHh eVeRy sec0nDd

I WiLl bE tHERE

AlwAyS WAitiNG

WAitiNG fOR yOu

ShE hEART$Z hiMM

LiSten tO yOuR heaRt

tHeRe coMeS a pOiNt iN yOuR LiFe wHeN yOuR tiRed of cHaSiNg eveRyoNe & tRyiNg to0 fix tHiNgS
itS nOt giviNg up
itS rEaLiziNg yOu doNt nEed ceRtaiN peopLe
& aLL the p a i n * d r a m a & buLLshit they bRiNg aLoNg

S0MEtiMEs whAt Y0u wAnt tHE M0St ...Y0u ArE bEtTEr 0Ff wiTh0ut.

& iLL bE juSt fiNe pRetEndiNg thaT im nott <|3

itS g0ttAa bE th0Se biG :BluE: eyES thAt g0t
E v E r y b OOd Y ->> l 0 o k i N

iMAGiNEE iT bABiEE ' jUSTT mEE & yOUU <3...

donT tRuSt nEoNeE .. ReLy oNn UrSeLf
cUz y0U cAmEe iN diS wOrLd aLoNeE ..
anD uRr LeAviNn bY __ y
0 u r s e l f *

*ii MiSs . BeiNg aBlEe tOo sMiLeE wiThOuT TrYiNgG tOo <<!33

liVE liFE fOR tODAY bECAUSE yOUU nEVERR kNOE wHAT tOMORROW wiLL bRiNG oR TAKE AWAY <

ii d0n't tRuSst n0b0dyy ; ii juSsz rEly o0n MyYseLff kUsz ii camEe in thISsz w0Rld al0nEee [&] iMm leavinn by MyYselff //

it'S the simpLe thingSz in liFe we f0rget <3

& what yOu dont KnOW, caNt hurt y0u <|3

what gOes arouNd comeS arouNd

&& i had the time of my life

and i owe it all to youu x33

You kickstart my heart <333

yOuR my riGht whEn eveRythiNgsz (( wrONG ))
yOuR aLwaySz theRe tO kEep mEe (( STRONG
))
yOu dRied my teaRsz whEn i waNted tO (( CRY
))
mAdE my LiFe woRth LiviNg whEn i waNted tO (( diE))

So here`s to the future . . cause
I made it through the past___xO

i'vee tried to go on likee i never knew you , i'm awakee but my worLd is haLf asLeep i pRay for my heaRt to bee unbRoken but
without you aLL i'm going to bee in c o
m p L e t e e < /3 ..

<3. . wiSh oN sTaRs & tOuCh tHe sKy . .<3

InCrEdIbLy BeAuTiFuL <3......NoThiNg BuT A MeMoRy </3

im seaRchinG foR a reaL love <|3

tHERE's A pOiNt iN yOUR liFE wEN yOU rEALiZEe tHAT EvRYONEe iS gOiNG tO sCREw yOU OvER & yOU jUSS nEEDd tO mOVEe On & kNOW tHAT yOU cAN dO s0O mUCHh bETtER tHEN tHEM & yOU ONlY nEED ONE gO0D fRiEND iN yOUR liFE <3

nOTHiN iN tHiS wORlD MAtTERS eXCEPt mE&yOU ; mAKE mE fEEL LiKE i nEED yOU * i bREAtHE yOU ^ dUN WANNA lEAVE yOU OR dECEiVE yOU , jUSS wANNA bE nEAR yOU ' hOLD yOUR hAND wHiLE fEELiNG tHE rUSH Of yOUR tOUCH `tAKE yOU tO pARADiSE&fULLFiLL mY cRUSH *

pARtY tOGEtHER ;; cRY tOGEthER * kEEP EvERy sECREt & cOVER UP liESz tOGEtHER :: bEStfRiENDSz fOREvER <3

~ g R o w f r o M the . . . . . . . p a I n

<33 FiRst i NeeD ur HanD ...

tHen Forever can Begin <33

<333 You Dun Kno How Much u mean to me .... weneva uR Down u Know THa u can Lean on me .... no maTTa THe sITuaTIonTIon .... Im Gonna HoLD u Down <333

eVenTuaLLy oNe of tWo thinGs wiLL hapPen..
eiTher hEs goiNg to rEaLize yOur
woRth iT
oR
yOure goiNg to ReaLize he iSnt..

wEreNt yOu the oNe thAt saiD yOu diDnt wAnT me aNymoRe
anD hOw yOu nEeD uR
spAcE nd gAve yOur keYs baCk to yOur doOr
aNd hOW i cRied nD criEd nD tRied tO makE you
sTay wiTh mE
buT sTiLL you sAid thAt
LoVe wAs gOne nD thAt
i haD tO LeaVeE . .

yOu CaN aLwAyS CLoSE yOuR EyEs To tHe ThiNgS
yOu dON`t WaNNa SEe...
BuT yOu CaiNt CLoSe yOuR hEaRt To tHe tHiNGS
yOu dON`t WaNna fEel...

[( © © i L0VE Y0U © © )]

. .take mee Awayy. .*

waItNn foRr mY phone tO riNgg
wiSh'n tHat iTt wouLd bEe yOuu
bUt i know tHat woNt coMEe tRuee <'3

Y0U C0ULD BE T0LD Y0UR BEAUTiFUL EVERYDAY. . .

PE0PLE C0ULD SAY Y0UR PERFECT iN EVERY WAY

BUT Y0U CAN'T BELiEVE iT F0R JUST 0NE MiNUTE

BECAUSE THE 0NLY PERS0N THAT MATTERS. . .

a fiRst lOve nEVer dIes<3.

YOUR HOlDiNg ME & i ClOSE MY EYES YOUR WHiSPERiNG & i START TO CRy YOU FEEl SO gOOD SO BEAUTifUl fOR AS lONG AS yOU liVE dONT lET ME GO jUST HOlD ME tOUCH ME fEEl ME AS lONG AS YOU lOVE ME REACH FOR ME & NEED ME iF yOU COUlD TRUST ME & tEACH ME NEVER lET gO OF ME BECAUSE yOUR HAlF OF ME MY HEART STill BEATS lOOKiNG iN THE EYES THE EYES Of lOVE i HOlD yOUR FACE & SEE THE SUN & i TASTE yOUR KiSS yOU tOUCH My SOUl iM FEEliNG THiNGS iVE NEVER fElT BEFORE jUST HOld ME tOUCH ME FEEl ME AS lONG AS yOU lOVE ME REACH fOR ME & NEED ME iF yOU COUlD TRUST ME & TEACH ME NEVER lET GO Of ME BECAUSE yOUR HAlF Of ME My HEART STill BEATS i AM fEElING WHAT THEY CAll PURE lOVE i NEVER KNOW fEEliNGS COUlD EXiST iNSiDE OF ME iM SOARiNG EMOTiONS EXPlODiNg i DONT WANNA liVE ANOTHER DAy iF yOUR NOT HERE WiTH ME

NeVeR regrEt...iFF iT wAs gOod, iTs gReat

iF iT waS
bAD>>>>iTS AN EXPERiENCEE

& i kNO fOrR sUrEe wE bElOnG tOgEtHeRr & i wONt bReAkK yAa
heArTt mYy iNtEnSiOnsz aReE bEtTeR
- wE gOt a lOvE tHiNg -

(( My secrets for a buck ))

but this is life
if nothing else
this is life. it's real
sometimes it fuking hurts
to be honest...
it's sort of all we have
-garden state

DoNT nEeD a cerTaiN numBEr oF FrieNDs
JusT a nuMBeR oF FriEnDs i CaN Be
ceRTaiN oF. .

whaTt yOu say oN thE lOw abOut meEe <-
is evErythin
y0uu hatEe ab0utt y0urseLff'

a guy realized he wanted her love back...
n
ot
wanting to hurt; the girl said no..
the boy cried to qod and asked if it was
really meant to be,
why did he
lose her? . . qod replied'my child,
you didnt lose her,
yOu let her qo. . .

This room is too cold to

hold back your *tears*

And your <3heart<3 is too

weak to wear on your sleeve

BECAUSE WHEN i TALK ...HE LiSTENS
HE iS MY DRUG - AND - iM ADDiCTED <3

WhoAooAhhh | yOuR tUrNiN Me On *

bAby cOme tO mEe, nOw wE cAn dO iT riGht
hOldiNg eAchOtheRr tiGht * nOw we cAn mAke it riGht <33

I LO V E H I M.......& a miLLiON wORDS cOULDNt eVEN SAy hOW i fEEL <l3

i tHiNK tHE ONLy rEASON wHy pEOPLE hOLD ON tHE mEMORiES SO tiGHT iS cAUSE mEMORiES aRE tHE oNLY tHiNG tHAT dONT cHANGE wHEN eVERy tHiNG eLSE dOES <l3

L i S t E N t 0 y 0 U R H E A R T <3

MeE WAiTt FoR YoU ? NaHh ii StReTChEd Da GaMe OuTt
ii
CrOsSeD YaHh NaMeE OuTt ! PLUS-> ii GoTt SoMeOnEe
NEWW !! To tHiNk AbOuTt <3

lEARN fR0M y0UR pAST mOVE oN gR0W sTRONGER
pE0PLE aRE fAKE bUT lET y0UR tRUST lAST l0NGER
d0 wHAT y0U hAVE t0 d0 bUT aLWAYS sTAY tRUE
& nEVER lET aNYONE gET tHE

BesT oF You

anD iN thE eNDd * yOu jUsTt waNna bEe wiTh tHe
oNe pErSoNn whO
((aLwAys)) mAkEs yOu smiLe <33

sOmewheRe aLong the line i feLl in lOve with y0Ou <33

youR the onLy 1nee i waNt <3

wELcOmEe tO tHe faLLOut_ weLcOme tO ReSiStanCee
bEtWeEn whOo yOu
aReE nd whO yOu cOuLd bEe
bEtWEEn hOw iT iSs nD hOww it
shOuLd bEe
i dAre yOu tO mOvEe <33

EvErYtHiNg TuRnSz OuT oKaY iNn ThE EnDd ..
nDd i
F iTs NoT oKaY tHeNn ItSz NoT tHe EnDd <3

tHe lOvE tHaT yOu cAnT hAvE iSz aLwAySz tHe lOvE tHaT laStS tHe lOnGeSt-hUrTsZ tHe dEePeSt-aNd fEelSz tHe sTrOnGeStT </333

[ promises ] mean [ everything ] but
after there broken » [ sorry ] means [ nothing ]

i lOve walkinq in tHe raiNn bCuz yOu caNt
sEe tHe teaRs
falLinq frOm my eyez

lets make a scene
lights . camera . heartbreak.

0N MY KNEES SCREAMiNG AT THE CL0UDS
TEARS FALL FR0M THE SKY .. HATE iS A 4
LETTER W0RD -- L0VE iS A 4 LETTER LiEE

D0NT C0ME CRYiNG T0 ME WHEN
PE0PLE ARE TREATiNG Y0U THE
WAY Y0U TREATED ME ..

PAiN iS JUST THERE T0 REMiND Y0U
THAT Y0U'RE STiLL ALiVE, Y0U STiLL
SURViVED

the days drag on, the nights last forever</3

'l0ve wiLL aLways fiNd its wAy<3

i cAN't pR0Mise y0u tHat iN Life y0u w0N't hAve aNy pr0bLems, d0uBts, oR evR bE sCared . bUt wHat i cAN
pr0mise y0u is that y0u wiLL neVErr evRr fACe tHeM aL0ne - "caLL 0n mee, it's a guarentee, a pR0Mise"

`iT was y0usee wh0 kePt me h0Ldin 0n - n0 mAtta wHat was g0iN 0n s0 whatEva y0uu needD i g0ttt y0uuu - "the tRuth is y0u'LL neveRr gEt thRu it widd0ut y0uR best fRiends"

"y0uuu aiN't s0 pERefeCt kidD + leMme teLL y0uu s0MetHin, tHis giRL y0u mET-sHe's n0tt peRfeCt eithEr -> it's wHethER 0R n0t ... y0U'Re .p E R f E C t. f0RR eaCh0tHeRR"

suMMeR - wiNTeR - sPRinG - or FaLL

iLL
be aRoUnD to CaTcH Ya CaLL . .*

cuZ YoUr mY BabY, aND i aDORe YOU


Y
oU aLwAy$z bRigHTen UP mY daY, i

ne
VeR LeT YoU WaiT CUz YouR mY

ba
By aND i aDoRe YoUu & UR amaZinG

 


"
tHe fiRst tiMe y0u faLL inn l0ve iTt chaNges y0ur liFe f0rever&n0o matter h0w haRd y0u tRy tHe feeLing never g0es awayy<3 "
ONEE
.L0VEE<3

yoU gotta LeaRn tO accEpt LiFe And not stRess shyt
foR lonG cauSe
in the eNd youLL end up wHere yOu beLonG

The tAbles have been tuRned aNd my Life LessoN has
aLready
beeN leaRned..

And whoeVer seD tHat if youR stRong yOu keeP youR
em
OtionS insiDE is fuLL of sHyt becAuse eveN the
tOugHest peopLe
breAk doWn & crYy


'
RidicuLousLy feDddD-uPpP:PoiNtT bLanKk'

 

iM LiViNg LiFe StReSs fReE -
iM nOt gOnNa LeT aNyOnE GeT tHe best of mee<3

nO mAtTa wHaT wE Do-> wE stiCk tOgEtHeR<S>
tOdAy + tOmOrRow</S> <-scRaTch tHat..

F0REVER

i aLwAySz sAy wUtSz oN My MiNd//i dUnN gIve a sHytT iF i oFfEnD yOu
nDd if i rEaLLy dOnT LiKe yOu //tRuSt mEe i wOnT fkKiNn pReTeNd tO

D
uNnOo iF iM gEtTiN bEtTeR oR iM JuSt uSeD t0 tHe PaiN<l3

 

"Pain is an ounce of weakness being cured by the growth of strength.
Fear is a
challenge waiting to be crossed.
Hurt me and I will
fight. Wound me and i will heal.
S
car me and i will learn.
But
rememeber no matter what I will always overcome."

its easier to hurt then to heal cuz you
cant hide it like its " no big deal "

FORCE A SMiLE :: BLiNK AWAY ALL THA TEARS
iM SUPPOSED TOO BE STRONG & HAVE NO FEARS
BUT NOW iM TRYiN REALLY HARD NOT TOO FROWN
iF iM SUCH A STRONG PERSON ..

WHY AM i BREAKiN DOWN ?!?

ii THiNK WE EXPECT TO0 MUCH S0METiMESZ .
THA KEY iS 2 G0 iN2 S0METHiNG N0T EXPECTiN
NETHiNG AND THAT 0NE M0MENT WEN WE ARE
N0T ALL CAUGHT UP iN THiNKiN BOUT WHAT ..
WEE ' W A N T' TO0 HAPPEN ' [( iT * W i L L <3 )]

itsoktosmilefornoreason.*

itsoktosmilefornoreason.*

YYYY

HAVE YOU E V E R SEEN A D I S A S T E R THIS PRETTY?

NEVER FORGET YESTERDAY BUT ALWAYS LiVE FOR TODAi BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW CAN BRING OR WHAT iT CAN TAKE AWAY!!

tHe tEaRs i tHouGhTt id dRowNn iNn - tHe mOmeNts i cOuLdNt
tAkE aNy lOnGeRr ' bEtRayaL
LiEs & sCuMbaGs ... OnLy
* MadE mEeStRoNgeRr '


when i see him, when i hear him...
this crazy feeling tells me
to ignore wat they all say and

feel the moment!

leaving behind the smiles of yesterday, the light that shined has vanished to a grayscale of night [silent words enter the sky screamed] "from this body reply" &these words begin to write. . .

tHERES jUST nO ONE liKE yOU<|3

babiee what would happen if wee kiSsed? wouldd your tounge slip gently paSsed my lips? wOuld you run away? or wOuld you stay? wouldd i meltt into you? babiee juSst imaginee whatt wouldd happenn<3

wHAT iF wE aCTED ON oUR aTTRACTiONN?

after a while u learn that even too much sunshine burnss...

bOy iLL do anythin to make u feeL speciaL...Y

y0uRr mYy sWeEt aDdiCti0Nn

sEe thEe m0nths d0nTt mateRr..its thE dayS i caNt tAKe..whEnn thEh0uRs m0veE tO minutEs& iMm sEC0nDsS aWay fR0m beinG kiCkeDd wHeN imm aLreADie in pieCeS..whatS an0theRr niGHTaLl aL0nE..wHEnn it feELs likeE im sPendin
evERYdaYy 0Nn mY 0wNn</3

no dOuBt yoU'rE pLaYin reAL coOL hoMie
goT mE thiNkiN : wAT iS iT yoU d0 foR meEe
triPpiN a liL mORe thEn i shOuLd bE
sO let yOursELF gO
& gEt rigHt witH mEe©

'aLl i waNtt iSs y0OuU tOoo hOLD meEe & calL meEe
yO0UR 0WNn</3

diD y0u evEr havE 0ne 0f th0se dayS wEn s0me0ne c0mes up t0o y0u
nD aSk "
wHats wr0ng" nD y0u say i d0nt fEeL g0od..nD tHey say "wHat hUrts "
nD y0u say y0ur
hEart</3

BOy, I think that I’m in lOve

with yOu...

if i was your girLfrienD <|3 we couLd be somethinG gReat, i wanna be the one you give up "the game" for ' i like you so muCh Ox

- life is a waste 0f time, and time is a waste 0f life .. so spend yOur time getting.wasted'&have the time 0f your life"

0NE L0VEEEEE<3

juSzt bEe youRsElFf * aNd iFf pEoPlE dOnt like iT
[
fUcC tHeMm ]
_PaRiS hIltON_

He's the guy that i so desperately try to push out of my head while at the same time cling to our memories with all my might... he's the guy that i hate because i love him and i love him because i hate him... he's the guy that no matter what he does to himself or to me, i'll always love him... i knew him really well at one point, then he got lost, i tried finding him, but i realize he's got to find his own way back... back to me? maybe?... i keep hoping that this will be my romantic love story, happy ending and all... but sadly i'm preparing myself, my heart, for yet again another disappointment </3

" because for me it`s always been you. always.
& i`ve tried to fight it, i`ve tried to deny it but i
can`t. your
undeniable. " -- the O.C.

there`z . . milliOnz
Of guyz Out X there but in
the end it all cOmes dOwn tO

Only One
. . when yOu find
da riqht persOn, all Of a
sudden
anythinq is
p O s s i b l e

with my back against the wall
afraid to show you
afraid to tell you

ThAt i DoNt KnOw YoU LiKe i DiD

AnD NoW YoU'rE FaLLiNg AwAy...

pLaYaS – thEy g0nNa pLaYy

hATeRs – thEy g0nNa hAtEe

bAlLaS _ tHeYy g0NnA bAlL

sH0Tt cALlAS_ tHeyY g0NnA cAlLl

thAt AiiNT g0t NuTHiNn T0O d0O
wITHH mEe aNdD y0oUu



hE`S hER dRuG ANd ShE`S AddiCtEd

you're not anyone special to me -

you're just another guy so dont lead me on

especially if its a lie, leave me alone like you've always done

because you've hurt me too much to be the

RiGHT 0NEE

EVERYB0DY iS LiViNG iT UP
ALL THE FELLA'S KEEP L0OKiNG AT US
CAUSE - ME AND MY GiRLS 0N THE FL00R
LiKE W H A T ____ WHiLE THE DJ KEEPS
0N SPiNNiN iT H0TT<3 iTS LiKE THAT Y'ALL


S0O G0O AHEAD &* KiLL ME
WiTH THE FUCKiNG L0VE THAT Y0U W0NT GiVE T0O ME
AND D0O iT WHiLE I STiLL BELiEVE
THAT Y0U WERE FUCKiNG MEANT F0R ME

it's like writing your name on
a foggy window ... and slowly
watching it [(.
fade . away .)] <//3

" wwe gOt a boNd thaT wOnt benD oR brEak " nOt eVen cloSe tOo faKee = ]


iTss funny how eveRything just faLLs into pLace
the obstacLes in life that you have to facee
eveRything haPpenss for a reaSon.

so duRingg rough timess justt keep beLievingg <33

x 0 x 0 . .girLss juss wana havee funn

theRre cOmess a pOintt iNn yaa liifEe whEnn yOuu reaLizee
wHoo
matteRzs...whOo neveRr diD anDd whOo aLwayss wiLl

i havEe dReamT of thiSs a thOusanDd timeSs befoRee
iNn myy dReamss ii couLdntt
lovEe yOuu moRee<33

tHe pReCiOuS mOmEnTs aReE alL lOsT iNn tHe tiDe, yEah

tHeYrE sWePtT aWaY nNd nOtHinG iSs wHaTt iSs sEeMs

tHeE fEeLinGs oF bElOnGiNg tO yOuR
dReA
mSs

liStEn tO yOuR hEaRt
<3

You'Re TRuLY THe BesT THinG To ever HaPPeN To me


Forever AnD aLwaYs // TiL DeaTH Do us ParT Y

 

 

i'LL teLL yOu whA i fEeL, frOm the

(( m;O;m;E;n;T )) - ii meTt yOu - yOu itS beEn


sOoo [[ reaLLL ]] mYy heArT seEmS tAa :: skipP ::

anOtHaA bEaT *eVeRiiitimE* wE spEaK [( caN yOu

beLiEvE i fEeL sO weAk
? )] teLL mE


tHaT yOu REALLY* waNt mE cuS i'LL

bE aRounD |
w a i t i n G | fOr YOu<<3

ii'LL puutT iiT d;O;w;N fOr . . ( ( Y O U U ) )

 

*N0ONe C0MePaReSZS'

NeVeR FaDeEe

NeVeR CHaNGeEe *

aLWaYS b THeReEe <33

[<3] aNOtHeRr DaYy iSs GoInN bYy / ImM tHinKiNn AbOuTt Uu AlL tHe TiMeE

'' If nO onEs inteRsted in yoUr lifeE-obvi0usly y0u doNt
haVe oNee''-paRis hiltoN <3

*BeLiEvE iN n0nE tHaT u HeAr...
AnD hAlF oF wHaT u SeEeEeEeE

i kNEW i wOUlD l0OK bAKK oN
tHE tEARS
& lAUGH // bUT i
nEVER tH0UGHT i w0UlD l00K bAK
0N dAA lAUGHS
' ndD cRY

"wAiTiNg FoR yOu iS LiKe WaItInG fOR rAin iN tHiS dRoUgHt.. USELESS and DISSAPOINTING..." -A Cinderella Story .............S

oNlYy yOUuUu

i used to thiNk that life had a pLan for me until i reaLized that life had to be plaNned by me sEe thats the kEy i only deal with wHat i can see cause over hiStory mystery brOught us nOthinn but miseRy aFter tears are gone theres nOthing bUt laugHterr<3

sOmE pEoPlEe sAY dREAmErSs lAcKk [diReCtiOnN] . . i sAY thEy*rE thE oNlY peOpLEe wHO knOw whErE thEy*rE gOinG

tHey sAy wHhEn y0u mEet tHe lovE oF y0uR liFe
|
timEe:sToPSs| [nN] tHaTts tRue. wHhAt tHeY d0nT teLL y0u iSs tHaT wHen iT sTaRtSs agaiN iT m0VeS extRa*faSst
t0o caTcHh uPp <3

i NEED Y0U N0W M0RE THAN EVER

'' DOn't giVe up On yOur lOst cauSes, yOu nEver knOw whEn yOur luCk wLll cHanGe.''- dAWSoN's crEeK <3

''HeY, oNce upOn a timE, yOu yOurSeLf tOld mE tHat sOme lOve stOries nevEr eNd. WhaT hapPenEd to tHat liTtle giRl?''- dAwSon'S crEEk <3

''& thEn theRe's lOve. I wAnt yoU to lOve tO tHe tiPs of yoUr fingErs, aNd wHen yOu fiNd that lOve, wherEver you fiNd it, whOevEr yOu chOOse, dOn't rUn aWay frOm it. bUt yOu dOn't hAve tO chaSe afteR it eitHer. YoU jUst bE paTient, aNd iT'll cOme tO yOu, I prOmise''-dAwsOn'S cREek <333

''I dOn't beliEve iN pErfect lOve. BuT I dO belive thaT thEre aRe peOple whO's liVes aRe inExricAbly interTwinEd.''- dAWsoN'S crEEk <3

i WAnt yOu & yOuR BeaUTiful SOul ...

if it's meant tO be . . it' ll happen <33

JusT believE ©

a peSsimiSt sEeS the diFfiCuLty in eveRy oPpuRtuniTy, aNn
oPtimiSt sEeS the oPpuRtuniTyy in eveRy diFfiCuLty

tRue sTrenGth iS beiNg abLe t0 hoLd it alL t0gether..
whEn evEry0ne eLse is eXpeCtiNg y0u to faLL aPaRt - <3

iTs aMazing hOw stRangers caN beCome the beSt of frieNds,
buT its eVen moRe aMazing hOw bEsT fReNds caN becOme sTrAnGers


<3 i'D dO aNytHiN tO fReEzE tHiS mOmEnt foReVeRr...*

|[ no expectations -> no disappointments ]|============

i wantt tO beEe thEe smiLEee, thEe fiRst th0uGht, thEe l0nGg DrivEe oRr thEe sh0Rt waLkk, thEe lasTt v0icEe , theE ranD0mm caLl, thEe peRfeCt kiSss, thEe comFort huGg, thEe spaRkLee in yOurr eYee..thEe evERythiNGgg yOuu neEd &
jUStt wHatt yOUUwaNtt*<3

iF yOuu l0okEd into t0O my eYes..wOuLD u sEe whatSs insidEe..woUlDd yOU eVEnNn cAReee?!! i neeD tO kn0

& i kn0ww f0rRr sureEe wEe shudDd bEE tOgethHeRr
i wudD nevErr bREakk yO0uR heARrt..
my inTeNtionSSs arEE
bEttERr

i l0vEe yo0u<'3

"No MaTtEr WhAt HaPpEnS To YoU WhEtHeR It Be A hEaRt BrEaK oR a MaJoR LoSs...OnE ThInG rEmAiNs ThEe SaMe YoU*lL nEvEr GeT tHrOuGh AnYtHiNg WiThOuT YoUr BeSt FrIeNdS " - SeXx & ThEe CiTy

its like all the stars fell from the sky-and one by one they were placed in your eyes-every time i look at u this is what i see-a little bit of heaven staring back at me-<33

if loving you is wrong
(( then I dont want to be right ))

never let go of somethin that makes you smile <33

*. . . .yOu gOtta mOve On . . . .<3

mY heaRt sEems tOo sKip aNoTheRr beAt
eveRy tiMe we sPeak caNt beLieVe i
feEL soOo wEak <l3

yOur my riGht wHen eveRythiNgsS wRonG - aLwaYs kEepiNg
mEe
stRonG - my diaRy i teLL aLL my sEcreTs toO - stOOd bY my siDe aLL aLong <3

LiFeE isS jUstT sOo uNprEdiCtabLe... <!3

<33 i wAnT yOu <33

YOU KNOW SOMETiMES YOU DRiVE ME SO CRAZY
THAT i JUSS CANT THiNK STRAiGHT
THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME MAKES ME SHAKE. .
i DO SOME STUPiD THiNGS AND iM SORRY//
BUT i LOVE YOU SO MUCH
AND i COULD NEVER LiVE A DAY WiTHOUT YOU

LiSten to yOur heaRt thEres nOthing eLse yOu can dO<33

WHENN i SEE YOU[MY HEART SKiPSZ A BEAT
THE FEELiNG i GET WHEN iM AROUND YOU iS OVERWHELMiNG
. . .i JUST CANT STOP SMiLING . . .
iTS LiKE EVERYTHiNG IS PERFECT iN LiFE FOR THAT SECOND

 

tHe beSt kiND oF loVe iS tHe kiNds thaT awaKeNS thE soUl nD maKes uS reaCh foR moRe tHaT plaNts fiRe iN oUr hEaRts nD bRiNGs peaCE to ouR miNdSs..tHaT wHaT yoUve giVEn me nD tHaTs whaT iVe hOpeD tO gIvE yOu fOreVErR"-the notebook<3


im outrageous, so contagious . . iLL maKe you crave it

->I JUMPED OVER DRAMA AND LANDED ON MY FEET<-

->I JUMPED OVER DRAMA AND LANDED ON MY FEET<-

thE guYy ii waNted tOo remain
enDeD uPp iN my
p . a . s . t . [</3]

beginings are scary * endins are sad
its da middle tat counts the mostttt
so dOnt look so hard 4 happy endings
cause yOu might miss thaAaaA . . ... ... ..

BEST PART OF THE STORY

l0vEe iSs juSt a w0rD- y0u giveE it thEe meaNingY i l0veE y0u -

. .anDdd i waNNaaaA go0 too0 hEavennN
-DEMANDiN Y0UU BACKK ... THESEEE DAYSS ARRE SO0 HARD
wiTH0uTt y0uU. -> i miSsS y0UU m0ReE tHennN w0rDssS caNn
POSSiBLY SAY..iD RiSK EVERYTHiNG T0 SEE U AGAiN- REST iN PEACEE

take my heart if you like the beat
& you can have my lungs if it's hard to breathe.
©


take my heart if you like the beat
& you can have my lungs if it's hard to breathe.
©


LiVE.FOR.THE.FAiRYTALE.iN.YOUR |HEART| <33


YOU COULD BE
TOLD YOUR BEAUTIFUL EVERYDAY. . .
PEOPLE COULD SAY YOUR PERFECT IN EVERY WAY
BUT YOU
CAN'T BELIEVE IT FOR JUST ONE MINUTE
BECAUSE THE
ONLY PERSON THAT MATTERS. . .t
WON'T ADMIT IT <!3

AND I SWEAR I'D RIP MY HEART OUT,
IF
YOU SAID YOU'D BE IMPRESSED <!3


u sAy it bEst `* WhEN u sAy NUtHiN At All

ONE MORE KiSS COULD BE THE ' BESTT THINGG
BUT ONEE MORE LiE COULD BE THE WORST
& ALL THESE THOUGHTS ARE NEVER RESTiNGG
NDD YOUREE NOT SOMETHINN i DESERVEE

"&rain falls angry on the tin roof,as we lie awake in my bed"..Edwin mCain <3

& sheSss g0ttt eNemieSss cauSe shee st00d upp f0rr soMethinGg inNn heRr liFeee ...

.way too much at stake for me to be fake...


mYy oNce upOn a tiMe diDnt eNd
h A p p i L y e V e R a f t e R r < / 3

YOU CALLED ME STRONG * YOU CALLED ME WEAKK
BUT STiLL YOUR SECRETSS i WILL KEEP =]

"neVa suRrEnDeRr iTs aLL aBout tHe FaiTh yOu gOt ' dOnt eVa stOp jUst pUsH tiLL yOu hit tHe tOp aNd iF yOu dRop atLeAsTt yOu knOe yOu gAve iT yOuR aLL be tRuEe tO yOu & tHat wAy yOu cAn nEva faLL"
-2pac


LiFe doSent huRt you untiL you have the timEe to sit aRounD
anD thinK oF aLL the
thnGsS you diDnt want to chanGe

I wAs StreSSiN tOo mUcH ShiT-My MiNd wAs g0iN CrAzY-n0w I w0kE tHa FuKk uP & n0t leTTin n01 *pHaZeE MeE*

<!3
. . . wiSHiNg fOr yOu <3


y
Ou meLt in my mOuth bOy . nOt in my hanD


y0uu
change 4 tw0 reasons *...
eitha u learn enuff dat u want 2 or
u*ve been hurt enough that u have 2



*
y0u anDd yOuRr ruM0Rz havEe OnEe thinGg iNn c0mm0n ..
-l>
y0u b0th gEt aR0unD <l-

its aLl sOo -> ` ovErRaTeD... in nOt sayiNg hOw yOu fEeL
sOo yOu enDd uPp watChin chaNCes faDe - >> anDd
wOnDeRinGg wHaTss rEaL

I'm NoT oKaY</3

. . . more s e n s i t i v e than anyone ever imagined . . .
yet can handle
[mOrE ] than the world can give
i'm weaker than i'd
EVER show
but. i'm getting stronger everyday ¡ l
¡vE

*and that sound make ya wanna get on stage : you gotta move them thangs
. . .
break ya back . . . shake it down . . . *

at thiS pOint in my liFe im staRtinG tO reaLize whO
real
Ly matteRs whO neveR & whO alwayS wilL

dRama neveR endS - yOu will neveR knOw who youR
rea
L fRiendS aRe becauSe eveRyone pRetendS . . .

*yoU maKe me FalL dEepeR evErydAy
yoU loOk inTo mY eYes aNd maKe it TruE

>> jUSt REMEmBER
WH0 plAYED WH0 FiRSt = )

NoThInG rEaL hAs a haPpY eNdiNg...

yOu CaN ALlWaYs ClOse YoUr EyEs yO ThE ThINgs YOu DOnT WaNT tO SeE BuT yOu CaN't ClOse YOuR HeArT TO ThE ThInGs YoU DoNt wAnT TO fEeL

< 3
is there anyway that i can stay in ur armss ??

one day you'll see it ... can happen too mEe <3

..rEmEmber thE tablEs tUrn and yOu get wUt yOu desErve

..alL i wAnT iS tO Be haPpy AGaIN

WelL it's lOve (It's lOve)
Make it huRt (I desErve iT)

&u fOrgOt abOut me,

&mOved On tO the next girl

"take chanCes tell the tRuth ;datE s0meone wrOng foR u- say no,
spenD y0ur caSh
; faLL in love, get t0 kno s0me1` sAy i Love yoU .. sinG 0ut l0ud , lauGh at a stupiD j0ke * cRy, seEk revenGe ap0LogizE - bLackmaiL AnD moSt impoRtantLy.. LiveLifee"

GOD MaDE YOU ;: GOD MaDE MeE * ...tHeN HE WHiSPEReD "MEaNt tO BeE" <33

i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch,i never thought i could ever love a man so much,ive gotta let you know i think that we are destiny,for you id cross the world for you id do anything..<3



thATs riGHt baBy..iM goiNG cRaZyyyyyy

evEntuaLly yOu LeaRn thE diFfeReNce beTweEn hOLdiN
haNdS aNd faLliNg iN LovEe yOu LeaRn thaT kiSseSs wOnt aLwayS meaN sOmetHinGg aNd pRomiSeS caN bE brOke juSt aS faSt aS thE weRe madEe
<3

i HaD SO mUCH OF YOU, i COULDNT DReam LAST NiGHTi FeeL THe
TOUCH OF YOU, eVeN THOUGH YOURe NOT BY MY SiDe-
CaNT GeT eNOUGH OF YOU, BeCaUSe YOU maDe THe DaRKNeSS

LiGHT-aFTeR aLL THiS TiMe, YOU STiLL POSSeSS MY MiND

dReameDd oFf thiSs a thOusanDd timeSs befoRee
iNn myy dReamss ii couLdntt
lovEe yOuu moRee
i wiLL givEe yOuu myy
heaRtt untiLL thEe enDd oFf tiimEe
yOurr aLL ii nEed myy lOvee...

ba
Byy i Lovee yOuu moRee tHann worDzs <3

i cANt liVE witHOUt yOU-cANt bREAtH witHOUt yOUU'
i dREAM aBOUt yOU (
h0NEStLy tELL mE tHAt itS oVER)

bECAUSE iF tHE wORLd iS sPiNNiN aND iM stiLL liVin ->
it w0Nt bE riGHt iF wERE n0t iN it t 0 G E t H E R / /
teLL mee thaT iTsSs ovErR</3

NEVER STRESS THE LiL THiNGS iN LiFE, HAVE FUN CAUSE THiNGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON & iN THE END YOUU'LL GET WAT YOU DESERVE & IT'LL BE MORE THAN YOU EVER WANTED <33


WHEN A PERSON TELLS YOU YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH
THATS WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR BETTER

HOLD ON TO WHAT YOU
LOVEE STAY TRUE TO WHAT YOU KNOW
TAKE EVERYTHiNG YOU DREAM & NEVER LET iT GO <33


WHATS SEXY ? .. SEXY iS STANDiNG 0UT iN THE P0URiNG RAiN
.. AS Y0U PUSH ME UP AGAiNST A WAll 0F S0ME PlACE ; H0lDiNG
ME TiGHT 0N MY WAiST, l00KiNG iNT0 MY EYES AS Y0U KiSS ME .. WiTH N0 iNTENTi0NS T0 ST0P ; <3

THERES ALWAYS GONA BE THAT THiN LiNE THE ONE YOUR
AFRAiD TO CROSS , THE ONE THAT MAKES US " ONLY FRiENDS "

you can call me anytime you like ; doesnt matter day or night
we can do whatever you, wanna do its up to you
dont fight the feeling that you feel; i can tell that its real,
so wont you help me understand why you say `
im just a friend !
Y

i'm gOiN cRaZy<3

hE dOnt knO itS aLl abOut hIm
hE dOnt knO i caNt liVe w/o hIm
hE's mY woRld hE's mY eVeryThinG

hE thiNks hE neeDs mE<3

<3333333

SOMETiMES YOU GOT TO LiVE WITH SOME THiNGS -
THAT OPPOURTUiTiES DON'T ALWAYS WORK OUT & PEOPLE YOU MEET DONT ALWAYS STiCKK
AROUND BUT THEN YOu REALiZE....

ThAt evERytHinG hAppEns for A rEAson ..


so you wanna change the world what are you waiting for
say your gunna start
right now what are you waiting for it
only takes one voice so
come on now & shout it out give
a little more ..
what are you waiting for - lindsay lohan

take my heart and please dont break it <3

DONT LETT THE CHANCE OF STRIKIN OUT
KEEP YOUU FR0M PLAYIIN THE DAMN GAME
<3

dOntt yoU knOW whEN yOu toUch mE bABiee iTs tOrtuRe rUsh uP agAinSts mEe i gEt chiLLs uP mY spiNe.. <<333

iF thEre wEree nO teArs oR wAY tO feeL inSidE..aNd iF thE sUn ReFuSeD tO shiNe anD iF rOmAnce lost itS rhymeE
yOu'D sTiLL hAvE mY hEaRt

--i c0uLd bE iN a r0oM W. [100] 0theRr gUys. .
. . nDd uD sTiLL bE tHe (0nLy] 1 oN mYy miNd <33


WHYY IS IT THA S0METIMES WE WANT 2 BE AL0NE
BUT '
NEVER L0NELY' / WE SEARCH 4 'C0MMITMENT
BUT WANT 2 BE FREE \ AND DECIDE 2 LEAVE WHENN
WE KN0E WE WILL HAVE THOUGHTS 0F RETURNIN<


iM gunA diEe a leGend-soMething liKe mS. mOnRoe
peRsonaLity, lOOksz anD a sicK
fLoW<3

wERE pERfECt fORr eACh oThERr ; x O o<3

SoO iMmA dRoWn In MyY sOrRoWs and forget tomrro w

tHeRe ArEnT sHoRtcUtS tOo ToMoRrOwW, yOu HaVeE
t
O MaKeE yOuR oWn WaY. yu gotta noe where your goin AnDd
NoEe WhErE yOu BeEn
, AnDd If YoUu EvEr GEt LoSt,
DuNn WoRrYy
.. ThE PpL yOu LoVe WiLL fInD yOu
CoUnT
OnN iTt

yOuRr NeVeRr gOnNa HaVeE sUnShinEe iF uRr aLwAyS
hiDiNg UnDeR yOuRr uMbReLLa ((eXpEcTiNgG rAiNn))

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

wHoEvErR sAiDd sUnShiNeE bRoUgHtT hApPiNeSs
->>pRoBaBlYy nEvErR dAnCeDd iNn tHeE
rAiNn *

eXpEcT tHeE
uNeXpEcTeDd * <*3

*i dOnt nO whAtsS g O t t e N n intO mEeeE bUtTt gOd*
i thiNkkK i nOeee wHatTt iT iS
([
i tHink iM iN lOveE]) =]

ThEyY sAy thaT i*Mm StuCkK*uPp...
CauSeE Ii sTuNtT wiTth myYy
[
hEaD uPp]=]

tRyiNn tOo eXpLaiNn hOw i fEeL fOr yOuU
iSs LiKeE tRyiNn tOo eXpLaiNn
C o L o R s tOo a BLiNdD pErSoNn ... i M p O s S i b L e E <33

©need yOu toNite...©

mAyBe MyY hOpEs ArE uPp a LiTtLe tOo hIgH
MaYbE iM a LiTtLe OvEr mY hEaD
Or MayBe jUsT a LiTtLe sTuPiD
tOo tHiNk ThInGs wOuLd WoRk OuT iF wE JuSt TrIeD
Or MaYbE iM jUsT a LiTtLe tIrEd Of BeInG wItHoUt

Look into my eyes - you will see,
What you mean to me.
Search your heart - search your soul,
And when you find me there, you'll search no* more<3

dReam On .. but dOnt imagiNe that they'LL aLL come tRue <!3

HaPpY VaLeNtInEs DaYy<3....hoW bouT soMe extra CommenTs foR the spEciAl dAy <33

baby i have one thing to say...
make this the
best valentines dayy<33

sometimes you gotta put walls up ; not to keeP
peopLe
out but to see who would care
enough to
break them down

i cANt wALKk aWAYy nO0t kNOWiNGg wUt
wEe c0ULd hAVEe hAd <!3


Life waSs sOo muCh siMpleR whEn uR
cloTheSs diDnt maTch aNd bOysS
haD cOotiesSs<333

i wisHhhh yOu haD fEeLinNnSs
fOR mE likE i do0 fOR yOUu buTt eveNn tho0
yOu dOnt i jusS waNnaaa teLL yOu thaTt.......

yoUu waLkeDd meEe thRougHh heLL ' so0o iMm
waLkinN youU thRougH heveaNn
= ]

[[I don't wish 2 b evErYthiN 2 evEry1 bUt i wOuLd liKe 2 b suMthiN 2 sUm1]

sometimes in life you gotta take chances
because if you don`t, you`ll never know
[
what c o u l d h a v e h a p p e n ed

.·:*©*:·..·:*©*:·..·:*©*:·..·:*©*:·..·:*©*:·.

<33 )]

iTs a fEeLiNg i CaNt HiDe
tHe wAy i MiSs yOu wHeN yOuR nOt bY mY SiDe
ThE hApPiNeSs i gEt fRoM tHe tHiNgS yOu dO
nOw i kNoW tHe sWeEtEsT dReAmS dOo cOmE tRuE
.. aLL bEcAuSe i fOuNd u ..
nnnnnnnn

[l0vEe<3] itSs a cRaziEe meSsedD uPp em0ti0nN -
it'Ll maKee y0u sMileE..maKee y0u laUghH - geTt y0u cRyiNn..geTt y0u dyiNn - bUt iNn thEe enDd - n0 maTtErR wHat iTt d0eSs t0 y0u.. itTs w0rtHh eVeRy sec0nDd
nnnnnnnn

.. iduNno wAt 2 dOo aNy`mOre ?

& tOo kNoO iT aLL BeGaNn WiTh a LiDdLe KiSs

Y xO Be My VaLeNtInE xO Y
A DOZEN PINK ROSES BUNDELD WYT CARE
[(
BOXES OF CHOCOLATE)] N SOFT TEDDY BEARS

true l0ve i$
||> u
n b r e a k a b l e <||

i get s0o weak in the knee$z <33

theSe aRe the besT daySz of 0uR liveSz...*

lOvE['Lhuv](veRb)- GiViNq sOmEoNe DaH aBiLiTy
tO dEsTrOy yOu bUt tRuStiNq tHeMm nOt tO dO it


valentine - as a [ noun ]
a sweetheart complimented
or chosen on saint valentinesz
day to feel affection / exper-
ience desire wit aka love-
ex : im in love with you
since forever
i love you

 

.. aS loNg aS you'Re
a
Live & caReee .. i p R o m i S e i wiLL taKe you theRee <3

i onLy think ab0ut y0u on two oCcasi0ns. .
whEn my eyEs are openEd & whEn my eyEs are cl0sedd <3

hApPyYy VaLeNtInEs$z dAyYy <33

IF YOU DONT GO AFTER WHAT YOU WANT- YOULL NeVeR HAVE iT

no matter who breaks your heart-or how long it takes to heal
you'll
NeVeR get thru it without your best frends

every time she laughs she hopes he is watching . . not so he will see she is happy, but so maybe just maybe he will fall for her smile as hard as she fell for his

loVe yOu <3

im g0in crazy for you !

Have you ever heard a song from so long ago
w. so many memories tied to it that it made you
cry? & didn't you wish that you could go back
in time when everything was simpler & carefree?
those songs are the soundtracks of our lives
the ones that bring back our childhood, best friends,
first loves, first broken heart, and all the other memories<33

[.y0u never kn0w what y0u've l0st.]
[.until y0u stand in a ro0m with that pers0n.]
[.n0t bein able t0 call them y0urs.]

PE0PlE ARE AlWAYS G0NNA TAlK AB0UT Y0U.. Y0U MiGHT AS
WEll GIVE EM S0METHiNG G00D T0 TAlK AB0UT~ THE 0.C.<33

step by step:heaRt too heaRt:Left Right Left:we aLL faLL down Like tOy soLdieRSs...©

fOrget abOuT tHe [risKS] and taKe tHe faLL
beCaUse iF it'S meAnt tO bE...
it'S wOrtH iT aLL.

fiNd s0mething woRth dyiNg foR & livE foR it

i love you so much <3

theRes a reaSoNnn foR eveRythiNgg , if yOuuu caNt seem too fiNd it -theReS a reaSonNn foR tHat 2wOo, iVeee beeNn hit wheReee it huRtSs tHee moSt ` seNsitiVee paRtss, suRee guySss haVeee baLLss...but girLSs - wee haVee heaRtSs <3

happy vaLentinesz day<3
'hugsz anDd kisSesz'

LoOkiN my wAy my heAd is heLd. .( (hiGh) ). .
yOu waNnA bRiNG me
. .( (dOWn) ). .gOo aHeAd
i dARe yOu tO tRy
//


fRoM thE outSidE loOkiN iN - yOu cOuLd neVer undeRstaNd
.. bUt frOm thE iNsidE loOkiN oUt-
i CaNt eVeN eXpLaiNn

<3
aNyWhErE i gOo i sPoTt iTt aNd aNyThiNg i WaNtT i gOtT iTt

` i qave up my pOwer..
i existed for y0u
</3

And in the night we'll wish this never ends…We'll wish this never ends <'3

iF tHE w0RLD stiLL spiNNiN & im liViNG, iT
w0NT bE riGHT iF wE'RE n0T t0GETHER iN iT <3

iTs aMaZiNg h0w diFfeReNt y0uR w0Rld w0uLd bEeiF y0u nEvEr mEt ThAt oNe pErSoN wh0 cHaNgEd -0>. . EveRytHiNg . .<3

IT'S HARD TO FORGET THE PAST WHEN IT HOLDS THE BEST MEMORIES </3

bYe bYe bEaUTIfUL..dON't bOThEr tO wRiTe </3

i*LL NeVa LeT yOu dOwNn...

i*LL aLwAySz Be aRoUnDd...

WaTeVa LiFe PuTs yOu ThRu...

i*LL aLwAySz Be HeRe FoR yOu...

( (.:143:.) )

aFTER mY piCTURE fADES & dARKNESS hAS tURNEDD t0 gREY
wATCHiNG tHR0UGH wiND0WS uR w0NDERiNG iFF iM oKK. .
sECRETS sT0LEN fR0M dEEP iNSiDE `tHE dRUM bEATS oUT oF tiME

tOo LovEe sOmeoNe iSs oNe tHinGg..
tOo bEe LovEd bUu sOmeoNe iSs anOthEr tHinGg
bUt tOo bEe LovEd bYy thEe pErsOn yOu LovEe iSs..
((
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G ))

whatever keeps [ yOu ] from dreamin .. whatever trys`z too stop you from liivingg ; fLiipp iTtt <33

iN EVERY GirLS liFE THEre'S THOSE 3 GUYS::
tHA ONE SHE lOVES '' tHA ONE SHE HAtES
>> & tHA ONE SHE CANt GEt ENOUGH OF <<
..& iN tHA END iTS ALWAYS tHe SAME GUY


the tears you thought you'd drown in
the moments you couldn't take it any longer
betrayals
- lies - heartbreaks.. they only make you stronger <3

mY hEaRt iSs yOuRs tO fiLl Or bUrSt..
tO bReAk Of bUrY..Or wEaR aS
jeWeLrY

whiChEveR yOu
pReFeR<3


u change f0r two reasonSz ; either yo0 learn enough
so yo0 want t
0 ..or yo0 have been hurt en0ugh so yo0 [ . h a v e . ] t0


in my eyes your the onlyy one for mee
mee & youu are meantt too be your in
myy heartt & in myy dreams your .myy
love . my life . my ((
e v e r y t h i n g ))

BABY TELL ME AGAiN THAT WE'LL BE
L0VeRSz aNd FRiENdSZ

ii dOnTt kNo wAt iT iS tHaT
yOu'VEe dOnEe tOo mEe
. . .
bUtT iTs cAuSeD mEe tOo aCt
iNn sUcH a
cRaZiEe wAy
wAtEveRr
iT iS tHaT yOu dOo
whEn yOu dO wAt yA doiN
iTs a fEeLiN tHaT ii wAnTt tOo sTaY <33

» you don't do it on purpose.. but, you make me shake - SoMethinG cOrpoRatE <3

foRr alL thEe tiMeSs yOu saiDd you'dd neveRr leaVee me >>
iMm witHouTt yOUu </33 -> caNn uU feeL itt ? itSz lovEe
.. maKEe it huRtT - cauSee theReSsz n0o waYy ouTt & itSz
a lonGg waYy d0wNn .. << taKing baCk suNdaYy..

©!i HaTe 2 LOVE YOU !©

* Be my Valentine! <3
- - alL i want iS your hUgsz nD' kiSsez*

maybe theres more too *Life*
then i t seems because im constantly
Running
from my Reality And
chasing my [ .* d R e a M s *. ]

smIle liKe;U juSt DonTgiVe a fcUK <33. .

D0nT Y0u KnOW i'D |[ D i e ]| F0r Y0u..?

iLl tAKE U tO tHA CANDY SHOP =)~

i d0nTt nEeDd y0u t0 pRoMi$e mE tHa uNivErSe
pRoMiSe mE f
-0-r-E-v-E-r :oRr: pRoMiSe n 0 t t0
mAkEe mE
[:cRYy)..i jUsS nEeDd y0u t0 sAy: y0u
wiLL tRy//h0Ld mE tiGhTt &tReAt mE riGhTt-
<3|

* y0uRr 0nEe iNn a MiLlio0nN *

xOxOxOxOxOx

evry giirl dreamz of wakin up in the middle of the nite
from rocks being thrown at her window...
from that one special boii she cant stop thinkin about
x0x0x0x0x0x0x

. . .yOU wILL nEvA kNOw tiLL yOU REAcheD thE tOp iF It wAS woRTh tHE cLiMbB . tHEres a fiNE liNe bEtwEEn lovE & A wASte oF tiME; sOMEtimMes THEres NO tiMEoUT Or sEcoND cHaNCEs SOMtiMEs yOU hAVE tO rISk iT aLL cAUSe sOMEtiMeS iTS juST NOW oR NEvEr <'3

They call her for dinner,she makes up a reason.
She looks at her
arms and rolls down her sleeves.
Her mother is starting to see thru her lies,
and last night her
father had tears in his eyes.

They rise in the morning and they sleep in the dark,

and even though nobodys looking.. She's begun to fall apart.

They rise in the morning and they sleep in the dark,
and even though nobodys looking.. She's begun to fall apart.

Why is it that fate aloud us to meet
but never be *
together ?

i wOuLdn*t BrEaK yOur hEaRtT
mY iNtEnTiOnS aRe
bEtTa <3

you onlyy gett onee lifeee ..& im
gunnaa make suree its donee r
i g h t t =]

& you're blind to the fact that
my heart stopped beating.
<\3

to have the greatest strength of all is to be able
to hold it together when everybody expects you to fall...

b0y i t0Ld y0u oNcE bEf0rE y0u aiNt g0tTa LoOk iN tHa sKy
->
cUz tHa gUrL yOu NeEd is
r
IgHt. bEfOrEe. yAa. eYeS

a coupLe of drOps aNd thEy aLL staRt coMin d0wn
i miGht feeL defEated aNd i miGht haNg my hEad
i miGht bEe baRely bReatHing,
buT iM n0t dEad
cauSe t0moRrowS an0theR dAy & iM huRtinG aNywaY

s0o bRiNg oNn tHe fCukiNn raiNn <|3

iF U TREAT ME LiKE AN ANGEL - iLL SH0W YAH HEAVEN
XO
`

*you got me into you *

it d0esnt make sense too keep on Loving* and keep on
trustingg when aLL youu get in return is nothingg </3

wHat haPPeNd iN the paSt iS oveR & doNe witH -- n0 haRd feeLingS,
juSt fuKeD uP eNdiNgsss.</3

lOve is bLind anD iT wiLL Take OveR yOuR minD
WhAt you Think Is lOve, Is tRuLy nOt
yOu NeEd 2 eLevaTe anD FinD <|3

This is where you and me
Mean nothing more than a
Crossed out heart carved
into a tree in my backyard </3

misplaced, fallen words you said i'm
still stumbling through my sentences
i read over your letter again ..
tomorrow will be so much better you said <3

THERE*S N0THiN S C A R i E R THAN GETTiN WHAT Y0U WANT...CAUSE THAT*S WEN Y0U REALLi HAVE S0METHiNG T0 L0SE((THE OC))

sUmTiMeS i cLoSe My EyEs N pReTeNd
WaT iF i cOuLd gO baK n dO iT aLL oVa aGaiN ?

dOnt miss out on whats happening right now
just because your waiting for something
better 2 come along

in life there is gonna be some things thats goin to make it hard to smile..but wateva u do thru all the rain & the pain..u gotta keep ur sense of humor- u gotta smilee..=-)

if this aint love ..its just an illusion that i have in my heart

in yourr eyEs«i find a
secrett world

let me love you for a day. let me have for a
night. let me take you far away into forever
i dont wanna let you go. let me undress your
soul. i can take you to another world. never
go. let me take you home tonight. =]~


after a while u learn that even too much sunshine burnss...

bOy iLL do anythin to make u feeL speciaL...Y

CoNfuSioN iS tHe fIrSt siGn oF faLliNg iN loVe <33

&she ignores all the other guys who want
her because she's too busy noticing him <33

well i feEl sickk and yOu juSt dOnt care anymOree</3
i wiSh tO be with yOu, minutEs of me and yOu ; anD i cAnt feel thiS happeningg</3
yOur gOnee, youR gonE, youR gone, your gone away
if yOu dOnt likE being huRt thEn pleaSe dOnt stayy.

i oNLY thiNK ab0UT u oN 2 oCCaSiONS .. wEN mY eYES r oPENED & wEN mY eYES r clOSED =)

THerE's onLy sO muCh hEarT iN a gIrl tO bE brOkeN. <'3

"Funny thing about friends, sometimes they bring the worst of
the news, but its always with the best of intentions." dawson’s Creek <3

LoVeE cAn tOuCh uSs oNe TiMe nDd LaSt uSs A LiFeTiMe
nDd nEvAa LeTt gOo TiLL uRr gOnEe

"You are you and I am me.
Y
ou do your thing an I'll do mine,
an
d if we end up together in the end,
th
en it's beautiful."- Boy MeetS woRld <3

"I'm on the ladder to success and i want you right there next to me"- Boy mEets WorlD <3

''Sometimes the things you complain most about are the things you care most about. Unfortunately you don't always know that before it's too late''. -Boy Meets World

& t h e p a i n d o n t s t o p t i l t h e c a s k e t d r o p s - t u p a c

s t o p m y t h o u g h t s c u z u r k i l l i n m e
b u t u d o n t k n o t h o w e' v g r o w n a p a r t; i l l s t i l l b e h e r e
f o r u c a z i d o n t w a n a b e " j u s t a
m e m o r y " t o u

your kiss i still can taste =)

NO LeTTIN Go ~> NO TURNiNG BaCK

act like its your last breath*
*be crazy*
dance like nobodys around*

&at the weirdest moments i realize i wouldnt wana spend my time with anyone else 'the end justifies the means

this gotta be the reaLest thing that i have eveR feLt
and iLL do what i gotta do to keep ya to
myseLf <3

thEy sAy u cAnT tUrN a BaD gIrL gOoD.. . sO oNcE a GoOd GiRlS gOnE BaDd.. sHeZ GoNe FoReVeR *

iD ratheR be feaRed than loved beCauSee feaR laSts longeR

i nEveR undeRsto0dd whAtt lOve wAs untiL yOu caMe aLonG nDdd noW im afRaid to eVeR l0See yOu beCause i kNow thiS feeLing wiLL fAdee BaByy youRee thE piEcee i nEeDed to feeL cOmpLete <3 ii lOvee yOu

sOmEtiiMESz yOUu gOTtAa s:M:i:i:L:E:e -&- wALKk aWaYy [ hiiDeEe yOuRr tEaRSz -&- pReTeNDd yOuRr [ o:k:A:Y:y ]

its hard to wait around for something you know that mite not ever happen, but its harder to stop & think when you know its EVERYTHiNG you want<!3

. iTS S0METHiN UNPREDiCTABLE .
. BUT iN THE END iTS RiGHT .
i HOPE YOU HAD THE TiME OF YOUR LiFE

butt girlsss..
they w
ana have fuNnn..
Oh girlss just wana have fuNn <33

*... and eventually all the pieces will fall into place.
until then,
laugh at the confusion, live for the moment,
and know that
everything happens for a reason..*xoxo ... <33

OnEe. y0ur liike a dream come truee
Tw0o. juss wanna be wif y0o
ThReE. [boii] iitsz plaiin t0o see...ur the onlii one for me
F
oUrR. repeat stepsz one throughh three
F
iiVeE. makee y0o fall iin lovee wif mee
iif evahh ii believe mahh work iis donee...

: thenn ii start BaCc Att OnEe * <33

x°x x°x

..iN lUv<3

Y . . Cupids g0tt me . .Y

. even if the sun refused to shine .
. even if romance ran out of rhyme .
you would still have my heart until the end of time
you're all i need .. my love .. my
valentine<3

xthe best things in life are unseenx

xthats why we close our eyes when wex
x
.k I s S* w I s H* & *D r E A m.x

[ <3 ] . . .oNe hUg iN yOuR aRmS iS sOmEtHing iD nEvErR eScApE
oNe kiSs oN yOuR liPsS mAkEs mY kNeEs
sHaKe </-
oNe lOoK iNtO yOuR
*eYeS* iS aLl i nEeD tOo sEe
tHaT i
N tHiS wOrLd yOuR tHe (- oNe -) fOr mEe . . . <333

i L0VEE Y0U<3

everytime y0u look at me ii gotta remind
myself to
-> breathe
<33

«*:·.he's myy everything.·:*«

all those Sweet things you said play back in my head...idk if they were true...but all i know is that i was in love with you...but you don*t care...-n- you never will...so i guess whts done is done...*n* its time to *Move on*

. ever since i saw your face i knew that you were the only one for me

. . no guy is worth my tears but the one who is wont make me cry.

livee for the mOmentss ..
yOuu cant put intoo wordss
..<3

i'm guna make itt regardless of the struggle or pain, each time i hurt i gain, i step in and out of the wrong lanee..i dont give a shyt let it fukinn rainnn

yA futuRe lOokS *
beTtA tHeN yA paSt iF yA *
preSeNt witH mEe =)

you were the last good thing
<33
about this(( part of town

*0VeR aNd 0ver aGaiN*...

~ i |[ d0n`t kn0w ]| wHat eLse t0 d0-> i |[</3

** literate and stylish kissable and quiet`
well that's what girls dreams are made of
and that's
all you need to know'
you
HAVE IT or you D0N'T **
taking back Sunday


Here I Am ......
As perfect as I`m ever gonna be
You`ll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I`m not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You`ll see
......
love me for me

They say a smile happens in a flash
but
its memory lasts a lifetime <3

would have given up my lifee for youu

guess itsz truee what they say about lovee, itsz blindd

youu lied straightt to my facee - looking in my eyesz

andd i believed youu cause i lovedd youu more than lifee .


<l3

wHeN i ThInK aLL tHe ShItS oVeR tHeReS a LiDdLe VoIcE
iNsIdE mY hEaD tHaT sAyS [nAhH iTs JuSt BeGuN]

[{
LusT//MiStAkEs//HuRt//pAiN}]
threw it all still no
R E G R E T S

i ALwAys KnEW LOoKiN BAKk oN
tHE tEArS wOuLD MaKE mE LauGh. bUT
i NeVA KnEW LOoKiN BAKk oN tHE LauGhS
wOuLD MaKE mE cRY </3

iN a SiNgLe mOmEnT EvErYtHinG cAn cHaNgE....

havE yu eveR thouGht oF suMone foR
juszt 5 miNutesz nd thEn noTiCE that
yOu wEre
((smiLiN'))thE wHoLe tiMe..

its n0t like y0u chooSe to bE in l0ve with hiMm
it juSt soRt of .h A p p e N s. <33

* yOu'Re My WeAkNeSs. .


aLL tHe MiStAkEs iN tHe wOrLd CoULdNt MeAsUrE
uP tO tHe DaY i ThOuGhT i CoULd TrUsT yOu !!!!

Thank U every1 foR all The AwesomE commentS and Keep Em Cominn <3

wheN you dOn get WhaT you wanT , juS knoW onE thinG `theRes aLways sOmethiNg beTTer cominG

*LiVe eVeRydAy liKe tHeRe iS nO tuRniNg baCk ..
nO [(
sEcOnD cHanCeSs
] aNd nO rEgReTs *<3


sOmEtimEs yOu hAVe tO tRy
nOt tO cArE...
nO
maTtEr hOw muCh yOuu rEaLLy dOo</3

SomeTiMes theRe are n0 neXT tiMes _ n0 seCond chaNces _ no tiMe ouTs soMtimes itS juST noW or neVer

learn from your past move on grow stronger
people are
fake* but let your trust* last longer
do what
you gotta do but [always] stay true
and
never let anyone get the best of you <3

everytime i try to focus my mind on someone else
its nearly impossible*
cuz im still in love with u <3

Y0UU WANTT TO MAKE A MOVE THEN MAKEE ITT ->
iF LOVING
g ME iS W0RTHH THE RiSKK THEN TAKE iTT

DOO YOU EVER WiSHH THAT THiNGSS DiDNT GET T0O
YOUU AND WiSHH THEY DiDNT BOTHERR YOU TRYiN TO
PLAY iTT OFF LiKEE YOUU REALLY D0NT CARE BOUT HiMM

--> MEANWHiLE YOURE FALliN APART . . . .</3

iT AiNT BOUT WHO YOUVE KNOWN THE L0NGEST iTS
ABOUT THE 0NES WH0 NEVER LEFT YOUR SiDE <3

Counting stars wishing I was okay ..
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
</3

(( boy )) wont you just lay with me - stay with me -
i would (( love )) if you just had
[[ your way with me ]].. [ <3 ]

All I want to do is lie in bed with you .. all I really ever need is you
All I got to do is give up all I have to be with you
<3

`cause i just cant get enough of (( your touch ))
you do tha thiingsz i need to be done to me so much.. [ <3 ]

you gottA maKe tHe moSt Of whAt comEs -->
anD
the Least of what
gOes...

at oNe poiNt it hiTs you & at onE poInt it huRts yOu maybe wHen
yoUr fEeling
at youR beSt or at yOur worSt..but
tHat
tells you
- you haVe to thiNK beFore yoU acT
BecAuse
once yOu
tuRn awAy froM somethIng you

woNt alWays get iT bacKkK .

i gueSs if someone doesnt Love you back it aint suCh a crime but theRe'S a fine Line between Love & a waste of uR time...</3

yOu kNo wHeN u wAnT sOmEtHiNg sOo BaD..yOu'D dO aNyThIng
tO gEt iT*_bUt tHeN wHeN yOu HaVe iT..yOu dOnT kNo iF yOu waNt iT aNymOrE...aND
tHeN wHen U lOsE iT..yOu'D dO aLmOsT aNyThInG tO gEt iT bAcKk </3

honestly.. growing up sucks -> not all kisses are m a g i c a l <3

<3 & most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there

are those times when everything -- i mean l o v e, romance,
<3

<3 relationships -- it all falls together * p e r f e c t l y * & it's

incredible. it's those moments _ no matter how depressingly
<3

<3 few and far between _ that make growing up w o r t h it all
~ D a w s o n ' s C r e e k

wo0dnt minD speNd!n forever byY ur siDe <3

And I was hiding.. Til you came along
And showed me where I
belong ©

jealOusy creeps 2 yOur brain, oVerRuns yOur game
gOT yOU gOiN iNSANE ALL tO One
NAME . . .

its hard t0 gr0w up in a s0ciety where y0u will never
be the pretty girl
.. every0ne always seems t0 have
everything y0u
d0nt .. and y0ur dreamz are always
. .. 0ne cl0ud away * ..

HE'll MAKE U FEEL iT iN UR SOUL,BABY U'LL LOSE CONTROL=]


Some people are here to stay forever, and you
know it, you just can feel it. -- Dawson's Creek

i don't think you realize how easily
you can make me s m i l e <3

·everyone sees who i appear to be··but only a few know the real me·
·
you only see what i chose to show·
·
theres so much behind my smile·
·
that you·
[
just] [dont] [know]

nEver miSs s0mEoNe frOm yOur pAst
thEre`s a -
rEaSoN - why thEy didnt mAke yOUr futurE

ii THougHT guysz weRe supposeD To
Love you .. noT BReaK youR HeaRT </3

. . being with yOu makes me feel like
fOr once in my life i don't have
to try so hard to be happy
it just happens . .

love ends so quickly ..

yet lasts forever in our hearts..

Never GiVE UP on the things you want the most
and wen you get them . . . dont
EVER let go <'3

there was a tiime when ii would
do *anything*to get you now i'd
do anything to*FORGET YOU*!!

ï« Y0ur all ii need «ð

You CaNn love iTt * YoO CaN hatee iTt *BuT YoO CaN*t ignore iTt

i've been hit where it hurts...in the most
sensitive parts.. sure guys have balls..'
-but girls have
hearts x3 -

©-©-©-©-©-©-©-© oox

i'M not supposed to love you , l'm not supposed to care l'm not supposed to live my life , wishing u were there

its important to hold on to memories but sometimes - they're wats holdin you BACK

«------ Magically delicious ------ «

tAkE tiMe tO teLL mE yOu reALLy cArE
& we
LL shaRe toMorRoW toGethEr =))

I just cant explain iIt*

dont give up on the things
that make you
haPpy <3`

my whoLe worLd just feLL apart <\3

whAtsZz bEtTeR -> be!nq Hated fOr sUmtHin yoUu arE oR Loved f0r sUmtHin uR n0t ?

>> yOu jUsT hAvE tO lIvE yOuR lIfE nOt cArInG &
sHaKe oFf tHe dRaMa -> jUsT tO pRoVe tHaT yOu..
aRe bEtTeR tHeN tHeY tHiNk yOu aRe <<

d0nt gEt upSeT cUz EveRy mOmeNt ]] sPEnt upSet iS a mOmenT of HappiNEss u caN nevEr neVer GeT bacK <'3

nEvEr BeLieveD it couLD hApPENn to mE....
sooo b
RokenNn <|3

that one person that can make you smile over nothing
is the one that truly means
e v e r y t h i n g . .

i caNtt go on Not Lovinnn yoUuu <|3

LOvE Me fOr mE <3

.. yOuU maKe mEe wAnNaA [ LALa ]

live for the sake of livin. love till your heart is breakin
give your all and dont hold back. tell the truth and dont forget
to
laugh till your bodys achin. cry till your hands are shakin
wherever you go, watever you do.

DoNt LiVe a watEveR LiFe

EvEry One's GoNna HurT yU . .`xo
SoonEr Or LatEr. .

.. YOu Just Gotta kn0 whos worth thE pain

everythinq means nothinq if i aint qot you .. i l0ve y0u <3
i
miss u* babe <3

tRuSt iS thE kEyw0Rd in a R E L A T I O N S H I P !

so here i am
once again with my back against the wall
afraid to show you
afraid to tell you

ThAt i DoNt KnOw YoU LiKe i DiD

AnD NoW YoU'rE FaLLiNg AwAy<//3

we all fall down ... YOU SHOULD NEVER BE SCARED to go a
little bit further or a little crazier because in the end the
sweetest love is the one that made you LOSE CONTROL <3

itT shOuldnt tAke *fOrevEr* tO puT it aLL toGether ..

evEntuaLLy eveRythiNg wiLL faLL int0 plaCe
buTt untiL thEn - lauGh aT thEe confuSion
..smiLe & livE fOr thE m0meNt
anD juSt knOw thAt evErytHing
haPpens fOr
a reAsoN<3

i chAngEd mY miNd ..
i DoNT Love u n0 MORe

*Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet a jaguar in her garage a tiger in her bed and a jackass who pays for everything..*
~P
aris Hilton

HAV YOU EVA DECiDED NOT 2 BECOME A COUPLE CAUSE YOURE AFRAiD OF LOSiN WAT U HAV WiT THAT PERSON? 1 DAY U LOOK AT THEM & YOU SEE MORE THAN YOU EVA HAVE B4. LiKE A SWiTCH WAS FLiCKED & 'JUST A FRiEND' iS SUDDENLY THE OnLyYy PERSON U CAN C URSELF WiTH ..

WHY WAS i STUCK ON YOU FOR SO LoNgGg ..

suddenly i feel thee need t0o pull y0u cLose t0 mee..<3

what is sexy? sexy is you pushing me up against the h0od of y0ur car as you hold tightly onto my waist and kiSs me with the intent never to stOp.. =]

yoU shOULD let ME lOVE yOU..lEt mE be thE oNE to-give you evERYtHing yoU wANt & nEEd <3

thiNk abOut whAt yOu sAy beAauSe it iS a [ - fAct- ]
nO mAtteRr hOw bAd yOu wAnnA
yOu cAn nEvEr
|| tAke yOur wOrds --> [ - bAck - ] <--

& iF yoU eVeR sAw thIngS fRoM mY pOINt oF vIeW yOU'D tHInK tWIcE bEfOrE sAYinG hALf thE sHyT yoU doO </3

& eVeRyThIng iS oVeR anD dOnE wITh-nO hArD fEeLiNgsS->jUsT fVcKeDd uP eNdInGsS </3

your a visiOn.frOm my wiLdest dReam.u maKe me .
want yOu moRe nd mOre yOur everythin im lOokin
fOr n i juSt need for yOu to see all i reaLLy want

iS fOr yOu tO be mine so we can be tOgether and
shine ride liKe bOnnie n cLyde bein by eachothers;

s!de

 

2004

 

It Just TakEs somE timE
LittlE giRl ur In the midDle Of thE ride
EvEryTHiN wiLL B aLrighTt <3

it waS c0oL bUt iT was aLL pReTenD*

*i only wish*

i dOnT WannA lOvE yOu nO mOrE~>

 

l0ookKk oNnnn thEeee * bRigHtTttt SidEeeee =]~

y0u g0tta take the -go0d- wit the (bad *smile wit the sad ; l0ve
wat y
0u got & remember wat y0u had ~ alwAys [f0rgive) but never
f
0rget *lEarn fr0m y0ur : mistakes : but never regret *pe0ple
change & things go wrong .but just remember ~ life.will.go.on '

<3 let [ things ] tAke their place . . .
- y0ull reAlize - evErything * hAppenSs f0r a rEasonn <33

I guess it's just like breathing and not wanting to ..</3

[Y]

bOy iM fLoaTin oN a cLouD i fouNd aMaziN gRaCe iN uR eyEs & uR faCe
i m i n l o v e w i t h y o u f o r a l w a y s . . <3

wEn iM witH u aLl i sEeM tO dO is sMilE